Dec 01, 2006 20:31
brenna-
hey dear, oh man do i miss you. but you have been off in ghana doing amazing things, learning more than i could imagine and most of all being happy with life. i just wanted to write you, and i'm sorry that it took this for me to write to you.
after 2.5 years of college i still miss jazz band mornings and you and tristan being two little love birds. sigh, high school was a time of some intense naivety. i guess you've just gone a little farther then us all in getting out of that shell.
oh brenna, i'm really going to miss your smile. that kooky grin you got when you were laughing or just saying hi. your freckles that made your face seem so bright and cheery all the time, even with a frown. i made a collage of you for my desktop. it will have to do for now.
even when i look now at pictures of you i can see all the passion and love you had in your eyes, it's so beautiful. if not just for us friends missing you, the world will surely miss out on your beauitful personality and your love for life.
i know you're happy my dear, and i know you're looking down at us, laughing and smiling, watching us all fumble around in our lives. it'll be nice to look up at night and see you sometimes.
i cried for you for the first time last night. and i'm crying now but its okay because i need to. its a release for me. you touched my life for only 3 years but it was beyond amazing.
i will always be here remembering you and seeing you around, and i know i'll see you soon dear. you are sorely missed and just know that i love you.
sleep happy and always keep a smile on your face kiddo.
much love, and i'll see you soon.