Am I bad at this or what...
So it seems that once again I have gone without writing in this thing for ages. I have been so caught up and tied down by the drama of it all. So much has happened and is still happening. I don't talk much here about alot of things. Namely my family to protect the innocent. Things are all wonky right now when it comes to that particular subject. My house was full and loud and crazy and full of little joys, now it is not. It's empty metaphorically though not literally. Things have got to change soon. I am sure they will, but I tire of the need to have patience. Diphryntkat420 and I are having a party this weekend. It should be loads of fun though I feel overwhelmed by it in some ways. I really want my friend cancer_wolf to come. Why isn't Dallas 15 minutes away? Why am I not independently wealthy? Why is the sky blue? Why is this computer slow? Why am I so broke? Why is my basement flooded again? Why does my sister have to be sick? Why does my dad have to be a closed-minded Baptist deacon(and a cop)? Why do I have so many unanswered questions? Anyway, long story short. My job rawks, my friends rawk, my family rawks(for the most part), my grrlfriend rawks, and I FREAKIN' rawk!!!!! No matter what I will have hope and joy in my heart. I need a nap...