I NEED A FRIEND. JUST 1 WILL DO!!!
ok me and alex have decided we need time apart. because everyone is like do you guys ever spend time alone. and blah blah blah. and the answer is no we dont. and thats the way i like it. not like breaking up or anything just time alone so he can hangout with his "guy" friends and do what guys do i guess. and i dont wanna him to feel like im keeping him from doing things. like hanging out with people and all that shit. but like today he went to band practice from like 9 am to i dont know when and i didnt get to see him till 5 or 6. and it sucked cause i sat at home doing nothing. but waiting for him to be done. and then i realized when we do spend time apart when the fuck am i gonna do?
i have no frineds. no one to hang out with aleast. and like i bet every fuckin time we are apart im gonna sit at home and wait till the next time im gonna see him.
and yet what i dont get is that other people that we know that are dating see each other more then me and alex and they dont say shit to them.
owell we do need time apart. i honestly dont want time apart. but i respect his wants. but what i also want is someone to hangout with while we are apart. like tomorrow maybe? ya know. he has band practice and i never get to go. so yeah this sucks and im hating it.
and im hating this entry even more cause its retarted. but whatever. thats me....
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i have no frineds. no one to hang out with aleast. and like i bet every fuckin time we are apart im gonna sit at home and wait till the next time im gonna see him.
and yet what i dont get is that other people that we know that are dating see each other more then me and alex and they dont say shit to them.
owell we do need time apart. i honestly dont want time apart. but i respect his wants. but what i also want is someone to hangout with while we are apart. like tomorrow maybe? ya know. he has band practice and i never get to go. so yeah this sucks and im hating it.
and im hating this entry even more cause its retarted. but whatever. thats me....
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