Day two outta ten
Ok well Im happy that yesterday I managed to stay under my calorie limit.
well it's 11am and I had 120 calories so far. I had rice chex cereal so at least Im being healthy. I dont think Im going to feel that horrible urge to stuff my face either since I had cereal.
Im even going to exercise today. That id if I ever have enough energy.
I never sleep. I lay awake all night trying to close my eyes but I cant. I am not awake enough to read and my head begins to pound.
Last night he called me to apologize. He said he realized what he said was hurtful and he didnt mean it. I think it is so funny that he can apologize for the things he says but not the things he does. He acts like I owe it to him. Everyday he makes me miserable and makes me feel awful. I begin hateing him. I feel anger swelling upinside me.
So far: Rice chex cereal 120 cal
Total cal since starting yesterday 495 cal
I have 280 cal left for today.
I will be strong
for the rest of the day
well it's 11am and I had 120 calories so far. I had rice chex cereal so at least Im being healthy. I dont think Im going to feel that horrible urge to stuff my face either since I had cereal.
Im even going to exercise today. That id if I ever have enough energy.
I never sleep. I lay awake all night trying to close my eyes but I cant. I am not awake enough to read and my head begins to pound.
Last night he called me to apologize. He said he realized what he said was hurtful and he didnt mean it. I think it is so funny that he can apologize for the things he says but not the things he does. He acts like I owe it to him. Everyday he makes me miserable and makes me feel awful. I begin hateing him. I feel anger swelling upinside me.
So far: Rice chex cereal 120 cal
Total cal since starting yesterday 495 cal
I have 280 cal left for today.
I will be strong
for the rest of the day