Agtoeug
AUGH people make me SO mad.
I hate days like this, today just sucked, and to top it all off, I don't feel good either, so, it's all just sucking today.
Well this morning, was easy enough to get up, because I couldn't sleep soundly at all past 9 am, which made me so mad, because I was sleepy, I just couldn't sleep. HATE that. So I finally dragged myself out of bed, and then got ready for work.
My manager was in a super bad mood, he got mad at me cause I keep requesting days off, well, I'm SORRY. I haven't requested a day off this whole entire summer, you can FREAKING SUCK IT UP. Then we had a ton of returns, and he just takes his effing anger out on me, well, I don't need this crap, I was seriously about to be like SCREW THIS, I'M OUT. So, tomorrow, yes, I am filling out applications. I will not be a polo slave any longer.... I won't leave until I get my 50 dollars giftcard though damnit. ><
Then, today is the last day before my Mom gets back from Colorado, the day I can stay out super late without anyone saying anything or making a smart comment to me or anything, my last day of FREEDOM, and so I call EVERYONE. Even Heather.. Heather has no MONEY, because she went to california with her BOYfriend, besides she already saw the black knight, Anne didn't help at all, I'm still mad at her for not calling me about fireworks on the 3rd of July, when the week before she was like "yeah! I'll call you if we end up going! I don't know if I'm going!" and then there's pictures up on her facebook and saying about how much fun she had, well that's great Anne, guess what I did? I sat at home, aw, how fun. So I called her anyway, and she doesn't want to go because she already saw the movie too, and she's like "well everyone went to see it on premire night!" and I'm like well... awesome, no one told me we were all going to see it on premire night. Apparently no one tells me anything anymore. Only I didn't say that, but damnit I was thinking it. So I def got into one of my moods, you know how I do..
So, I stomped around the house, talking to no one in particular like a crazy person.
Then I sang really loudly to let out frustration but that only made my head hurt, so now I'm sitting here trying to download Prince Caspian, because no one would see that movie with me either.
I'm about to freaking give up on my friends down here, I'm ALWAYS the one trying to put things together and trying to get people together, but everyone always does things on days they KNOW I work, and lately they haven't called me at all, and they're all like "aw I miss you, you're always working!" and I'm seriously one day going to snap back "I'm off every fucking tuesday and thursday." And I don't even work till late, it's not like they can't do something AFTER FIVE. SERIOUSLY.
ARUGHAETOAUEGTAPEG
So I'm just going to complain about this trivial thing right now. I'm just sick of living here. SERIOUSLY, The happy!pro girls are like the only girls that I can hang around anymore, because all my other friends decided to be fuckers lately.
And I really miss my friends in Ohio too... Y_Y I REALLY NEED SOME GOOD SHOPPING THERAPY! Someone please come save me >< ARG.
Anyway u_u... that's all, I just needed to complain for sure... cause I'm just getting so fed up with people hah....
I hate days like this, today just sucked, and to top it all off, I don't feel good either, so, it's all just sucking today.
Well this morning, was easy enough to get up, because I couldn't sleep soundly at all past 9 am, which made me so mad, because I was sleepy, I just couldn't sleep. HATE that. So I finally dragged myself out of bed, and then got ready for work.
My manager was in a super bad mood, he got mad at me cause I keep requesting days off, well, I'm SORRY. I haven't requested a day off this whole entire summer, you can FREAKING SUCK IT UP. Then we had a ton of returns, and he just takes his effing anger out on me, well, I don't need this crap, I was seriously about to be like SCREW THIS, I'M OUT. So, tomorrow, yes, I am filling out applications. I will not be a polo slave any longer.... I won't leave until I get my 50 dollars giftcard though damnit. ><
Then, today is the last day before my Mom gets back from Colorado, the day I can stay out super late without anyone saying anything or making a smart comment to me or anything, my last day of FREEDOM, and so I call EVERYONE. Even Heather.. Heather has no MONEY, because she went to california with her BOYfriend, besides she already saw the black knight, Anne didn't help at all, I'm still mad at her for not calling me about fireworks on the 3rd of July, when the week before she was like "yeah! I'll call you if we end up going! I don't know if I'm going!" and then there's pictures up on her facebook and saying about how much fun she had, well that's great Anne, guess what I did? I sat at home, aw, how fun. So I called her anyway, and she doesn't want to go because she already saw the movie too, and she's like "well everyone went to see it on premire night!" and I'm like well... awesome, no one told me we were all going to see it on premire night. Apparently no one tells me anything anymore. Only I didn't say that, but damnit I was thinking it. So I def got into one of my moods, you know how I do..
So, I stomped around the house, talking to no one in particular like a crazy person.
Then I sang really loudly to let out frustration but that only made my head hurt, so now I'm sitting here trying to download Prince Caspian, because no one would see that movie with me either.
I'm about to freaking give up on my friends down here, I'm ALWAYS the one trying to put things together and trying to get people together, but everyone always does things on days they KNOW I work, and lately they haven't called me at all, and they're all like "aw I miss you, you're always working!" and I'm seriously one day going to snap back "I'm off every fucking tuesday and thursday." And I don't even work till late, it's not like they can't do something AFTER FIVE. SERIOUSLY.
ARUGHAETOAUEGTAPEG
So I'm just going to complain about this trivial thing right now. I'm just sick of living here. SERIOUSLY, The happy!pro girls are like the only girls that I can hang around anymore, because all my other friends decided to be fuckers lately.
And I really miss my friends in Ohio too... Y_Y I REALLY NEED SOME GOOD SHOPPING THERAPY! Someone please come save me >< ARG.
Anyway u_u... that's all, I just needed to complain for sure... cause I'm just getting so fed up with people hah....