In a Daze
Wow, today has been crazy..
Last night, I was plagued with strange dreams, that may have some meaning behind them. The one I remembered when I woke up, I know there were like 3 or 4 of them, and I woke up several times...but I only really remembered one when I woke. I was looking into this circular room, it was like... half of a globe, kind of, and it has all these beams in it, but there were no windows or doors. There was this demon creature in there, but I wasn't afraid of him, and Heather was in there, but she was afraid. I wanted to comfort her, but I couldn't move, I was like stuck watching, so I'm not sure if I was actually there or not... but she was pregnent O_o; I don't know how I knew that, but I did. And I know the demon creature was getting closer to her, and I wanted to help, but there was no way I could.
o_o;; it's kind of weird XD The sad thing is, I think it might be... symbolic in some ways. I tend to have symbolic dreams, and sometimes prophetic ones too... which I hope this isn't one of them, heh. But she IS in california right now with her BOYfriend, so... I mean what can I do? Call her and tell her to use protection? LOL cause that'd be awkward. "Yeah, I had this dream that you got pregnant and I think your BOYfriend is a demon who is out to get you. So make sure you use protection, kay?" O_o specially since I haven't talked to her in so long.... =sigh= So maybe that's what it means, by I feel like I can't help. I mean... I guess I really could in this situation, but it really doesn't matter if I told her or not, I mean, would that really change her mind about anything? Because she has this mindset that she's invincible and that she's right about this, when she's not.... I on the other hand AM right about this, what she's doing is gross, not to mention illegal... >< augh.. I don't even want to worry about this, give me something good to dream about XD Give me a dream where I'm meeting this hot guy <3 That sounds good XD
Which reminds me about the super cute boy at work today, he goes to Baylor, he's majoring in Financial Advising and Accounting. He graduated the same year as me, in Plano. And his smile was absolutely devine! =D DEF my type. Not only that, he works at POLO o_o that means... he's just like me XDD I talked to him for awhile, lol... I felt like I needed to, after my manager when he was showing him what to do to help out with the childrens clothes, Sam, "broke the ice" by telling the guy that I'm single. LOL wtf. XD that's not breaking the ice.... Oh well XD Well... >_> *shrugs*
I need to get more sleep... 5 hours a night isn't working, but it's like even though right now, I'm exhausted, I can not sleep. I put on music, I count, I try clearing my mind, nothing works... it's not until about 5:30 or 6 am that I'll eventually fall into sleep. I know yesterday I saw the sunrise again, and I'm like... shit this sucks. XD I feel like such a Vampire... These habits NEED to stop... Seriously...
Anyway, I'm not feeling so good~ so I'm going to head off for now.... try to get to sleep before 5.
Last night, I was plagued with strange dreams, that may have some meaning behind them. The one I remembered when I woke up, I know there were like 3 or 4 of them, and I woke up several times...but I only really remembered one when I woke. I was looking into this circular room, it was like... half of a globe, kind of, and it has all these beams in it, but there were no windows or doors. There was this demon creature in there, but I wasn't afraid of him, and Heather was in there, but she was afraid. I wanted to comfort her, but I couldn't move, I was like stuck watching, so I'm not sure if I was actually there or not... but she was pregnent O_o; I don't know how I knew that, but I did. And I know the demon creature was getting closer to her, and I wanted to help, but there was no way I could.
o_o;; it's kind of weird XD The sad thing is, I think it might be... symbolic in some ways. I tend to have symbolic dreams, and sometimes prophetic ones too... which I hope this isn't one of them, heh. But she IS in california right now with her BOYfriend, so... I mean what can I do? Call her and tell her to use protection? LOL cause that'd be awkward. "Yeah, I had this dream that you got pregnant and I think your BOYfriend is a demon who is out to get you. So make sure you use protection, kay?" O_o specially since I haven't talked to her in so long.... =sigh= So maybe that's what it means, by I feel like I can't help. I mean... I guess I really could in this situation, but it really doesn't matter if I told her or not, I mean, would that really change her mind about anything? Because she has this mindset that she's invincible and that she's right about this, when she's not.... I on the other hand AM right about this, what she's doing is gross, not to mention illegal... >< augh.. I don't even want to worry about this, give me something good to dream about XD Give me a dream where I'm meeting this hot guy <3 That sounds good XD
Which reminds me about the super cute boy at work today, he goes to Baylor, he's majoring in Financial Advising and Accounting. He graduated the same year as me, in Plano. And his smile was absolutely devine! =D DEF my type. Not only that, he works at POLO o_o that means... he's just like me XDD I talked to him for awhile, lol... I felt like I needed to, after my manager when he was showing him what to do to help out with the childrens clothes, Sam, "broke the ice" by telling the guy that I'm single. LOL wtf. XD that's not breaking the ice.... Oh well XD Well... >_> *shrugs*
I need to get more sleep... 5 hours a night isn't working, but it's like even though right now, I'm exhausted, I can not sleep. I put on music, I count, I try clearing my mind, nothing works... it's not until about 5:30 or 6 am that I'll eventually fall into sleep. I know yesterday I saw the sunrise again, and I'm like... shit this sucks. XD I feel like such a Vampire... These habits NEED to stop... Seriously...
Anyway, I'm not feeling so good~ so I'm going to head off for now.... try to get to sleep before 5.