depressed
I'm so depressed right now. Eating or not eating is all I think about. I even started thinking of what to write in my suicide note. Sean heard me crying and made an appointment with Nancy. I didn't work out because I feel like shit and I'm hungry. I weighed a little less tonight. Why wont it go any lower? I tried to talk to my Mom about what is going on with me but she just over reacted and got mad at me. She thinks I can just stop doing this. I threw up my shake and sandwich today. I'm just drinking water now. I hope I can get some help because this is tearing me apart.