"mallary, where's your purse?"
Fairly toasted is the perfect way to be at a party.
I heart laundry rooms. Third time's the charm. Remember that for next time.
Cinnamon buns at 4 are awesome.
I passed all my classes and am now 3 credits away from an Associates degree.... and bills, and a real job, and all that other crap... damn it maybe i didnt' think this thru.
I need some sleep.
Apparently i have ugly hair. but only when it's curly. >:-P
I love our new game.
I hate that i have to wear long sleeves/not really.
Awwww brandon called. haha.
Drunk dialing/texting is fun.
Everyone i know is going to california or new york. I want to go on a fuckin trip.
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It was never back and forth. I made up my mind a long time ago. It wasn't a "do i want to" "do i not" kind of thing going through my head. I wanted to. With no doubts. Me hesitating was not me trying to decide. It wasn't me not wanting to, it was me having no idea what i was doing. It took me by surprise. I didn't expect that from you. I happened quick and i hesitated just cuz i wouldn't know exactly what i was doing. And when i hesitated, you doubted. And once that happened, it was over. And when you said "not tonight" i was so frustrated and annoyed because i was completely sure that the chance had passed and that was it. I missed it. I screwed it up and it's not gonna present itself again. And i know that none of that's true but that was what was going through my head for 3 hours. It kept me up. And yes, you were right. If it's meant to happen it will. (i'd actually really like to know if you said that just because that was what you wanted to say or if you said that because you've heard me say it, haha). But that doesn't change the fact that i was worried. I overanalyze. It's what i do.
I heart laundry rooms. Third time's the charm. Remember that for next time.
Cinnamon buns at 4 are awesome.
I passed all my classes and am now 3 credits away from an Associates degree.... and bills, and a real job, and all that other crap... damn it maybe i didnt' think this thru.
I need some sleep.
Apparently i have ugly hair. but only when it's curly. >:-P
I love our new game.
I hate that i have to wear long sleeves/not really.
Awwww brandon called. haha.
Drunk dialing/texting is fun.
Everyone i know is going to california or new york. I want to go on a fuckin trip.
*******
It was never back and forth. I made up my mind a long time ago. It wasn't a "do i want to" "do i not" kind of thing going through my head. I wanted to. With no doubts. Me hesitating was not me trying to decide. It wasn't me not wanting to, it was me having no idea what i was doing. It took me by surprise. I didn't expect that from you. I happened quick and i hesitated just cuz i wouldn't know exactly what i was doing. And when i hesitated, you doubted. And once that happened, it was over. And when you said "not tonight" i was so frustrated and annoyed because i was completely sure that the chance had passed and that was it. I missed it. I screwed it up and it's not gonna present itself again. And i know that none of that's true but that was what was going through my head for 3 hours. It kept me up. And yes, you were right. If it's meant to happen it will. (i'd actually really like to know if you said that just because that was what you wanted to say or if you said that because you've heard me say it, haha). But that doesn't change the fact that i was worried. I overanalyze. It's what i do.