Jun 16, 2004 20:44
Well, it's been what, 2 in a half months since i last updated? or something like that. But anyways...A LOT has gone on within these past few months..so to make a long story short...here's a crumb from the cookie...
I don't remember exactly whats happened since the last update..but some highlighted subjects would be, love, hate, friends, family, school, and self scramity.
LOVE: I've finally found the other piece to perfect my puzzle. And I'm happy as ever. Sam Phillips baby. Everyone knows him as the *funny, cool, or weird kid.* Well, they're definately right, Sam's the funniest guy I've ever met, he makes me so happy, and (me being so self consious) he makes me feel so comfortable around him. I can be myself and now I don't have to worry what he thinks. I tell him everything, vise versa, and hopefully we last a looong time. I have a good feeling we will :D
HATE: got rid of that feeling...I'm finished with having friends that hate other friends..or friends who dont act like friends...I've limited my social insanity, and I guess I've made alot of new friends by forgetting about the bad ones. So it all ends up good :)
FRIENDS: I've started talking to some old friends I haven't spoke to in a long time. Like Chelsea Friker, and Jake M. from the Krew, Kristin and I have become the best of friends, I met this other girl named Kristin from my school, she's so sweet. and Latley I've been hanging out with alot of old friends, so Summer's gone well so far.
FAMILY: PSSH yeah, you got it...family is family, Mom's being a bitch lately...Dad is way overprotective b/c of the whole "boyfriend scene". Brother, careless. and Little brother, my best bud. Other than that...NOTHINGS NEW.
SCHOOL: Middle school flew bye soo incredibly fast, I just can't believe I'm out of Hillcrest already. I remember the first day of my 7th grade year, the last day of 8th grade, and every memory made in between. So now we're off to the next step, HIGHSCHOOL. I can't say I'm craving it, but I guess it'll be cool to see how Sandra Day is, and if all the rumors you hear about highschool really exist. And I know what everyone's saying,"how are you and Sam gonig to last when you go to different highschools?
It's very simple actually, I think that by going to different highschools, it will make each time I see him and am with him more valuable. Without seeing him in- between every class, or whatever. That way I won't ever get sick of seeing him..I'll have something to look forward to everyday after school.
SELF SCREMITY: I've matured as a person, friend, sister, daughter, girlfriend, and peer. I'm growing up as is every one of you too, It's time we begin to except that fact.
People change, shit happens, and its your responsibility to make life what you want. Don't near yourself to someone else's faults. Or judge someone on who they are or how they dress. Take the next stop to heavan and just keep on moving, making your days better, and worth while when being with others.
Life is looking up to a climax right now, and I'm soo happy.
As for today, Sam and Kris came over and hung out with Shanelle and Jessica and I, then we wen't to Billy's, and hung out there with him and Kate and the rest of us. Kate is soo darn pretty lol. and Billy, YOUR A GOOF BALL AND I LOVE YOU! lol.
thanks for reading..bye.