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I'm writing the rough draft for a history essay on Mary Queen of Scots and influence and the world and I have the feleing that everyhting I'm typing is more or less bullshit but I have to finish it because it's due tomarrow and I started it and hour and a half ago and I hate pressing the delete button and I feel like have ADD even though I know I don't and I haven't had any coffee or sugar or anything for hours and runon sentences are fun to type and now I feel like I should stop and take a breath but I'm think I'm breathing all right and I really should calm down and I wonder what would happen if I wrote a train-of-thought fanfic and would anyone read it and if you're still reading this I'm impressed but I can't stop typing and the lightbulb over the computer is burned out and it's really bothering me and I'd change it but I don't know how and I don't want to eletrocute myself right before Easter and no one else will do anything about it unless I bother them about it 'cause no one does anything around hereby themselves and it's really annoying and my english teacher and my history teacher would have heart attacks if they saw this 'cuz they both think I'm a really good writer and I ought to be, right, if I'm taking a honors combined English and history class and this is really fun I think I'll do it again sometime but maybe not because it must be really annoying to read and God, right now I feel like the Energizer bunny with his really cool drum *envy* and I keep looking at my outline for my essay which has "Great outline, I'm lookking forward to reading your essay" written on it and panicking, at least I think that's what this is and now I have to go write an essay! WHOOT!