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hum...been sooooo busy the past few months......its weird it doesnt seem like much time has passed......started school the other day ... its scary...... a guy i dated in 8th grade that i made cry is in my algebra class.... and perfecty pants....ugh....but aaron is in abnormal psych with me and my sexuality class should be fun the teacher seems really cool...theres only like 10 people in the class including a guy still in high school who seems to think he is the only "true anarchist" at his school....i want to kick him....blah.....no work today cuz matt is takin me to the cure yay! and we have $60 saved together in change...go us....my car makes scary noises..... but my father and brother dont beleive me....gar todays my moms birthday....she hasnt been all that nice lately...well since my birthday is on sunday that should have been expected......whatever i cant wait to get out of here.... ahhh my sister and her family are finally moving back here welll chandler but thats a whole lot closer than albuquerque......ba...matt is so funny..... he means so much to me ... he works at zia now... go him! i feel so bad cuz were not gonna be able to spend much time together for a while cuz i have school everyday and work everyday...only sundays i really get to be with him well that is if hes not working.....sad....he works on my birthday..... oh well he needs to money so we can get the fuck away from our parents....hm.... im so tired but i have a class at 1:30 must stay awake....sorry im boring such a pointless entry but iduno i wish i could pour my heart out to someone but its hard everything i say seems to come out wrong.....i wish i wish i wish.....something i dont know....nomore food ever.... i am starving..... i miss you ... i need a hug..... a giant one...fucking shit i cannot find the # for HTC cuz i need to go get vagina soap...gar!!! im grouchy sorry.....im gonna go yell at my dad cuz hes home now.......goodnight