Feelings?

[dyingpainless]

I hate it when i do this. Get close to all the guys i know. The worst thing is i think i may still be inlove with Drew, i know that he doesnt feel exactly the same about me anymore...he said so himself, but thats alright, when he gets here it will be like we are goin out and when he leaves my heart gets crushed and he just moves on. Thats fine though i shouldnt get attached to people anyway i do that too often and too often do i get my heart ripped out. I guess you could call me the heartache bitch, "BEHIND EVERY BITCH IS THE MAN THAT MADE HER THAT WAY" that is my one of my favorite quotes because it is very true about alot of women. Especially me, for some reason every time a guy breaks up with me i get more and more bitchy, and i treat all males like dirt for like a month afterwards. Well pending on who the guy is that broke up with me. But with Drew i was a bitch to everyone both genders because he was truely and honestly the first guy i was ever actually inlove with, or old enough to be inlove with anyway. Sometimes i feel like I am still inlove with him and then other times i feel like i want to rip his (mini drew) off and make him eat it...kind of sick huh....but thats how i will....so what are my true feelings for him? Can someone please let me know? Everything is so confusing when it comes to me and guys, especially with me and drew....when im mad at Drew no one messes with me but no one cares because they know i will forgive him the minute he says "baby im sorry, i love you" god i melt inside everytime he says "i love you" and "baby" to me...*shivers* lol well anyway just wanted to put some thoughts down. Loves ya bunches(to the readers) lol

Does a jig~~

*POOF*
Forgotten
Fairy