Confused? Majorly?

[dyingpainless]

Ok im sitting here watching Legally Blonde 2...i swear i am about to hurl...god....she is so freaking stupid.....in this movie anyway...lol i wonder if she really is that way in real life....ok what ever anyway..i really like Spot but he calls alot when im with john or with any other guy...and John noticed last night and got mad..which was fine with me because he was pissing me off...this morning he said i should be more like my sister(my sis is perky, preppy, and all about hair and makeup)god i wanted to strangle him but anyway i want to go out with Spot but if he calls me so much when im with other guys now then what about when im with other guys and me and him are going out...and i mean he is awesome but i dont know where he is all the time...or who he is with..i dont know any of his friends so how do i know if he wouldnt cheat on me or something...i really do not know him that well ya know....i dont know if i should just go out with him and say fuck everybody else and what everyone else thinks or what...Spot likes me because of who i am..i hope but i dont know..im not sure..i really am just confused...horribly confused...ughh

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