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Dec 18, 2005 23:06

If everything goes according to plan:
- I will basically disappear until February. Information will be coming, but after a time. Communication and interaction will be pre-recorded and heavily regulated.
If everything goes close to plan:
- I will basically disappear for a couple of weeks. Information will be coming, but after a time. Communication and interaction will be limited and made clear at resolution.
If everything gets cut off at the pass:
- Plans will be moved to a later date in the immediate future and resume accordingly.
I will not divulge the direct course of plans in the meantime, and I will expect those who are informed to do the same.

In all likelyhood I'll be able to keep up with this for like a week, everyone will find out, and none of my wishes will be respected or fulfilled. That's just sort of how these things go.

If I manage to die in the meantime without explaning this:
I've always wanted to leave with a mystery, pity that enough people know enough to piece it all together.

I just wish I could have taken some pinup photos.

It's been fun. More fun than it's been sad, and that's all you can really ask for. I never liked endings, simply because nothing should really ever end. Ending just means you gave up. Don't take this as an excuse to not change. That's worse, in a way. Change is healthy, revelations are better, and personal growth is the best. But don't ever just let things just end.
Do things you're afraid of. It's understandable to have fears, but never let them control you. Confront them, and move on to other fears. Don't worry; you'll never run out of them, but that's no reason to give up on confronting them.
It's pretty ironic that I can't think of a way to end this.
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