Blame it on the weatherman
Senior year is supposed to be fun.
Bittersweet.
But i'm finding so much more bitter than sweet.
I'm finding i'm losing friends left and right.
I'm finding constant fights with the friends i do have left
I'm seeing problems with my boyfriend and best friends
Self esteem has never been so low
Self loathing has never been so high
The future seems so...unclear
In all honesty, i can't see my future. I could see all the way up to graduation, but never past here.
I just want to enjoy this year, i just want my last year with my friends to be a good one.
is that really so much to ask?
Bittersweet.
But i'm finding so much more bitter than sweet.
I'm finding i'm losing friends left and right.
I'm finding constant fights with the friends i do have left
I'm seeing problems with my boyfriend and best friends
Self esteem has never been so low
Self loathing has never been so high
The future seems so...unclear
In all honesty, i can't see my future. I could see all the way up to graduation, but never past here.
I just want to enjoy this year, i just want my last year with my friends to be a good one.
is that really so much to ask?