The good and the bad. the very. the complete shit actually.
s0. senior year. It should be a time for fun, parties and slacking. Such is not the case. This year, after three lonely days, as proven that its a bipolar year.
The Good: Classes with most of my friends, and some people i haven't spoken to in a while. Being back with the lunch group.....posing next to the dirt with Jesse, Jo, Tabbi and Sean......(bless that hashcake)...and i got mostly good teachers.I'm quite content with my new assortment of friends.... and i'm fairly happy. yay. happy.
The Shitty: Our new creative writing teacher is a scary looking english nazi with no respect for us. Me and Britt have already gotten in a fight. There's already drama from school. I still think about Jason. I jsut found out my old best friend's brother was shot and killed a few nights ago. I have five colleges to apply to and only a few days left to do it. i won't keep going, though i probably could. But i will give a special shout out to a certain bastard.....so. introducing
The Chris: He pretended to be one of my best friends, he told me I helped him so much, that we had so much in common and that he was so glad we were friends. i introduced him to all my friends. i attempted to hook him up with some of my gal pals. i was his crying shoulder. He ditched me. Today Chris explained why he ditched us. I'd like to expose him as the asshole he is, because i'm sick of sitting and taking it and maybe then no one else will miss him so much.
These are all direct quotes.
XCK84X: because. I realized that I have nothing in common with any of your friends. Shane was trying to change things I liked and enjoyed. There were ppl like greg who acted much younger i am. I was doing things i never thought id do in a million years. Not one person is remotely like me and i felt uncomfortable about that. I felt like i was growing way too close to everyone.. im not use to that. I have never said love you to a friend and meant it... unless it was someone who ive known for years. I dont take that word lightly either. There were times were i thought you were very moody towards me. I didnt know if thats just a phase you were going through that day, or if thats how u really are. But i felt really uncomfortable talking to you at times.
Bed 0f r0ses 4: But you were comfortable enough to call me whenever you needed a shoulder to cry on and you were comfortable enough to tell me that'd you never drop me like that and you were comfortable enough that you'd get pissed if you didn't hear from me at least once a week.
Bed 0f r0ses 4: i was the one who tried to calm you down every night, i was the one who wrote you that note, i was the one who would get off the phone with whoever if you called me crying, i was the one who introduced you to my friends when you felt like you didn't have any.
XCK84X: yeah but all that happened in the beginning
XCK84X: the first few months
XCK84X: and liked how u were then
XCK84X: I*
Gee Chris, your such a sweetheart.