Oct 30, 2004 20:22
how far will trust get you before you realize you are weak?
how far will you cut until you bleed?
this is my last mistake, my last regret.
i wont live to see your face anymore, your not even there.
i longed everyday to touch you, but you keep slipping.
if my words could pull you back, i'd sing a melody.
but i am getting what i deserve, this is what i need.
a step away from you to make me think.
how far can you go without friends until you realize this is the end?
being lied to over and over again isnt a apology.
so i wont even start.
what can i do, how can i prove, what i say is true?
this is ripping my heart apart, but it still means nothing, your still not here.
i cant see your beautiful face, your starting to fade..
what did i do to deserve this?
how can you just walk away?
as the water slowly fades to cold
i take a second to realize what is lost and what i cant hold.
you were everything i need, your all i want, but i took the step, i turned my back.
i am sorry, but this is no apology, this is life lived in regret.
i see now where my desicions have brought me and what i pay in return.
what was once clear fades to red.
i thought of all the things i should have said.
all the feelings, and the lies, all the times you thought i didnt care
and all the times i was never there.
i wish i could hold you one last time, tell you what i truely mean, but your nowhere in sight and its all fading.
i cant see your face, i cant feel your hand.
you dont reach for me the way you used to, you look and see right through me.
but now you cant miss me, i am dead in front of your eyes
this time is for all of the lies.
all the problems i couldnt fix and all the times i wasnt there.
you know i need you but this isnt right.
i cant stand crying everynight and being left on my own.