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how can i try? when i already lost the battle?
fighting to keep my head above the water, not wanting to drowned in regret.
regret for the things i connot fix, regret for the times i didnt hold your hand.
first it seemed pointless and now it means everything.
licking my lips, i can still taste your kiss.
and i can still smell you in my room.
patching up my heart trying not to let the love overflow.
dont tell tell me i dont feel it when my heartaches in pain,
dont tell me i cant feel it when my wrists cry out in vain.
i held you so close, but now you wont even speak my name.
crying everynight is getting old.
how many more tears can my pillow hold?
you say your not coming back but actions speak louder than words.
i wish...
i wish i had the guts.. to put this to your head..
i want you gone.
cant you see what this is doing to me? dont you care?
i wont waste another tear on you, i wont even blink.
but your in every breath i take and every move i make.
i have to end this. i have to make you go away.
so i am cutting you out of my body, in the place where i forced you to stay.
life is not worth living in regret.
regret of when i should have kissed you when i had the chance.
regret for the times i should have told you what i felt.
but now it is gone and i accept the fact i have been wishing for lies..
please end this, its riping me apart..
how long does it take for you to die without a heart?
fighting to keep my head above the water, not wanting to drowned in regret.
regret for the things i connot fix, regret for the times i didnt hold your hand.
first it seemed pointless and now it means everything.
licking my lips, i can still taste your kiss.
and i can still smell you in my room.
patching up my heart trying not to let the love overflow.
dont tell tell me i dont feel it when my heartaches in pain,
dont tell me i cant feel it when my wrists cry out in vain.
i held you so close, but now you wont even speak my name.
crying everynight is getting old.
how many more tears can my pillow hold?
you say your not coming back but actions speak louder than words.
i wish...
i wish i had the guts.. to put this to your head..
i want you gone.
cant you see what this is doing to me? dont you care?
i wont waste another tear on you, i wont even blink.
but your in every breath i take and every move i make.
i have to end this. i have to make you go away.
so i am cutting you out of my body, in the place where i forced you to stay.
life is not worth living in regret.
regret of when i should have kissed you when i had the chance.
regret for the times i should have told you what i felt.
but now it is gone and i accept the fact i have been wishing for lies..
please end this, its riping me apart..
how long does it take for you to die without a heart?