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Todays been going better then I expected. Got alot of hugs from Ryan & Tony. I've decided that I am not going to let this bother me all that much. Of corse, Its going to bother me somewhat, but Im going to focus more on school. Maybe if I get better grades, I could get more scholarships and go to a college thats out of state.
My moms supposed to be picking me up from school today. Im debating wether or not to tell her the whole situation. I probably will. Me and Jessica were talking yesterday and Im saving up some money and were going to go away for 4 days soon. Just to get away and meet new people. Everyone here is so fucked up. With the exception of like 5 people. I was really thinking about the army today. And I know I want to go for the physical stuff becuase I know I can do it. And I like doing stuff like that. Id be outside most of the time and I love the outside. But I think the only reason why I wanted to really join was for college, and so I could get away from here. Im so sick of it here. Its always depressing, even more now.
Im done working in Hadley. No more. I start at the Holyoke Mall on saturday and sunday.I still don't know my hours though becuase they never tell me until the day before. Thats nice. Im sick of my job already. I don't even think Im going to get a pay check this week becasue I didn't work the weekend like I was supposed to and the next time I work is thursday and thats when pay day is.
Im passing all of my classes except for French. I think I have a 53 or somthing. Im trying to bring that grade up but its hard. I hate my teacher. Lori had him last year and she failed too. Whatever. I know I need atleast 2 years of a language to go into a good college.
I need to make more plans with people. I need to get out of my house alot more. Like I do go out with friends everyday, But I just need to get out more haha lgblfdjg.
Im starting to save up for a car, and insurance. Im getting my ATM card soon.Because my mom doesn't want me to have all my money in my wallet so I don't spend it.
I think I might take jessica out for dinner or somthing tonight. If not her then my mom or somthing.
My moms supposed to be picking me up from school today. Im debating wether or not to tell her the whole situation. I probably will. Me and Jessica were talking yesterday and Im saving up some money and were going to go away for 4 days soon. Just to get away and meet new people. Everyone here is so fucked up. With the exception of like 5 people. I was really thinking about the army today. And I know I want to go for the physical stuff becuase I know I can do it. And I like doing stuff like that. Id be outside most of the time and I love the outside. But I think the only reason why I wanted to really join was for college, and so I could get away from here. Im so sick of it here. Its always depressing, even more now.
Im done working in Hadley. No more. I start at the Holyoke Mall on saturday and sunday.I still don't know my hours though becuase they never tell me until the day before. Thats nice. Im sick of my job already. I don't even think Im going to get a pay check this week becasue I didn't work the weekend like I was supposed to and the next time I work is thursday and thats when pay day is.
Im passing all of my classes except for French. I think I have a 53 or somthing. Im trying to bring that grade up but its hard. I hate my teacher. Lori had him last year and she failed too. Whatever. I know I need atleast 2 years of a language to go into a good college.
I need to make more plans with people. I need to get out of my house alot more. Like I do go out with friends everyday, But I just need to get out more haha lgblfdjg.
Im starting to save up for a car, and insurance. Im getting my ATM card soon.Because my mom doesn't want me to have all my money in my wallet so I don't spend it.
I think I might take jessica out for dinner or somthing tonight. If not her then my mom or somthing.