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I love him…. I hate him…
He's always on my mind....
I'm sweating him…. Forgetting him….
I just want him to be mine....
I really think theres a reason that I like him so much...like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime i follow my heart it leads me to him..i mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I fet that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart..and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me..when he lied to me and i hated him..why then did i still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much...
I hate the way you look at me....
And the way you act so weird....
I hate the way you have no clue...
I hate it when you're far, not near...
I hate your stupid everything...
And the way you have no fears....
I hate you so much it makes me sick...
It even makes some tears....
I hate the way I talk to you...
I hate it when you're mad...
I hate it when you make me happy...
Even worse when you make me sad...
I hate it that you're just my friend...
And the fact that you don't care....
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you....
Not even close...
Not even a little bit...
It's just not fair.....
I said I would never cry over you
But it’s hard to hold back your tears
When your worst fear came true
We broke up…it’s over
But why are you still on my mind?
Why are you still in my dreams?
Why can’t I just forget?
If you only knew how much I love you and how much you mean to me, maybe I wouldn’t be hurting this bad…
The last time my heart was broken I thought it was through
I swore I’d never love again and believed that this was true
But then you walked into my life again and the second your eyes met mine
I knew you were worth loving at least another time…
^ i hope i can love him atleast another time and it never ends^
I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts…
I know you hurt too but what else can I do?
Tormented and torn apart…
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
It would make me believe what tomorrow would bring
When today doesn’t really know
I never thought you’d hurt me
I guess you love and learn when you play with fire
You’re bound to get burned
I’ve been mistreated and I’ve been used before
I get kicked in the face, but I still come back for more
^ thats not realy how i feel but i like it!!!^
*YesTeRdaY i TriEd nOt tO crY..*
* LasT niGht i JuSt waNted tO diE..*
*ThiS moRniNg i DiDnt KnOw wHaT tO dO..*
*CuZ i JuSt waNNa Be wiTh YoU..*
-*YOu n HeR? ThAts WhAt YoU WaNt*-
-*YoU n Me? ThAts WHat I DrEaM*-
i ThiNk i'Ve aLrEaDy LoSt YoU
i tHiNk uR aLreAdy GoNe
i thiNk im finalLy scared
becAuse i wOn't be ablE to lAst witouT u
thats kinda what my feelings are ... but meggy u still have to write some for me i love reading ur poems!! yay!! love ya's,
Brooke
He's always on my mind....
I'm sweating him…. Forgetting him….
I just want him to be mine....
I really think theres a reason that I like him so much...like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime i follow my heart it leads me to him..i mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I fet that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart..and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me..when he lied to me and i hated him..why then did i still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much...
I hate the way you look at me....
And the way you act so weird....
I hate the way you have no clue...
I hate it when you're far, not near...
I hate your stupid everything...
And the way you have no fears....
I hate you so much it makes me sick...
It even makes some tears....
I hate the way I talk to you...
I hate it when you're mad...
I hate it when you make me happy...
Even worse when you make me sad...
I hate it that you're just my friend...
And the fact that you don't care....
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you....
Not even close...
Not even a little bit...
It's just not fair.....
I said I would never cry over you
But it’s hard to hold back your tears
When your worst fear came true
We broke up…it’s over
But why are you still on my mind?
Why are you still in my dreams?
Why can’t I just forget?
If you only knew how much I love you and how much you mean to me, maybe I wouldn’t be hurting this bad…
The last time my heart was broken I thought it was through
I swore I’d never love again and believed that this was true
But then you walked into my life again and the second your eyes met mine
I knew you were worth loving at least another time…
^ i hope i can love him atleast another time and it never ends^
I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts…
I know you hurt too but what else can I do?
Tormented and torn apart…
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
It would make me believe what tomorrow would bring
When today doesn’t really know
I never thought you’d hurt me
I guess you love and learn when you play with fire
You’re bound to get burned
I’ve been mistreated and I’ve been used before
I get kicked in the face, but I still come back for more
^ thats not realy how i feel but i like it!!!^
*YesTeRdaY i TriEd nOt tO crY..*
* LasT niGht i JuSt waNted tO diE..*
*ThiS moRniNg i DiDnt KnOw wHaT tO dO..*
*CuZ i JuSt waNNa Be wiTh YoU..*
-*YOu n HeR? ThAts WhAt YoU WaNt*-
-*YoU n Me? ThAts WHat I DrEaM*-
i ThiNk i'Ve aLrEaDy LoSt YoU
i tHiNk uR aLreAdy GoNe
i thiNk im finalLy scared
becAuse i wOn't be ablE to lAst witouT u
thats kinda what my feelings are ... but meggy u still have to write some for me i love reading ur poems!! yay!! love ya's,
Brooke