Jul 23, 2005 13:46
hey lets see... havnt updated in a few days... umm i've been bored as hell latly... lol and i've been working loads.... ummm yea basicaly it lol... havnt wrote many poems latly but here are some that i wrote a while ago...
Every night you talk to me i feel like im the only girl in the world
When you look into my eyes i just forget about everything around me
I have these feelings i cant share with you
But there still there deep down inside
you may never hear them
But i promise babe there truly there
you may not realise it but with just your voice you do more then a heart could show
but with all this joy you also bring just as much pain
you talk about her and tell me shes in your heart
it kills me so much inside you just dont know
Some people call it jelousy
But if they new how i felt they would understad
because jeoulsy is just the start of it...
I was jelouse when u first started talking about her
But the more i heard the more pain i inhearited
your feelings i could tell were the same as mine..
they just wernt to the person i had hoped...
So now im left here unsure
with my insides turning
not knowing what to do
trying not to live a lie
But trying not to get hurt worse then what i have so far...
So slowly but surly i will let go and forget all the thoughts i had in my mind
All the pictures and dreams i imagined
all the wishes i had made
and every word i spoke
Because im going to live on my own now...
forgetting the past and making my future
with someone new
but thise time i'll make sure that the person feels the same way as me...
He was the one who...
took my breath away the first time i saw him
left me speachless when i talked to him
had me thinking he truly loved me
he was the one who...
played me all along
made me think everything was true
when it all was just a stupid lie
he was the one who...
borrowed my heart
tooke everything it had
and gave it back
useless and unable to mend
and just left me like nothing had even happend...
He doesnt know the pain he cause me
he doesnt know the tears he made me cry
he doesnt know how much i loved him
he doesnt know a thing
i cant let him go no matter how much i try
i cant forget him... I've been trying for days
hes something i realy want
but im something he realy doesnt need
and no matter how much i feel
it can never make him feel the same as me
Those are just a few i found in my room... comments please!!! good... bad ... i dont care just comment and b completly honest!!! i'll add more when i find them ...
Love ya's,
Brooke