Turns out...family lies too
Johnsey(my cousin...27yrs. old) came over yesterday. He told me that when he was in Mexico he had sex with this girl and now they have a little girl. She will be 3 months soon. I'm so pissed that he kept this from me for so long. He gave me a big speech on why people do drugs. He said that people do it cause' they usally are around people who do it so they try it and they get hooked. And some people do it cause' they think it will fill up the emptyness inside of them but it only makes them feel emptier...and they get hooked. He told me all the stuff he has done and how he could've killed my sister Maria when he and her were in a car reck cause' he was drunk. See, I was always told that that car reck happened because it was rainging real bad and the car slipped and flipped. But now, 7 years later, I'm finally hearing the truth. It makes me sick knowing that my family has kept this from me for so long. I mean, they're suppose to be the ones to help me get through life, not keep me from being happy. Anyways, I wish I could...blah never mind. I'm so bored,tired,disappointed. Hmmm. I'm gonna go. =(