she's searching for no one, but herself.
hiiiiii. well yesterday didn't go how i planned at all. haha me and brittany didn't end up hanging out, and i didn't go to the carnival. i went to a chichester skatepark with steve bill and liz which was eventful to say the least haha. there were some hawt ass kidsss there. i thought it was funny because steve and bill suck at skateboarding and didn't land like anything, so me and liz sat there and laughed at them the whole time and checked out other kids. what a good girlfriend i am. =)
after that we went to bills house which was also, eventful. lets just say i heard some things that weren't meant to be heard........what? and after that we went to B's bonfire hahah which was awkward at certain times cause mike ( my ex) showed up unexpectidly with his newww girl, and steve wasn't even talking to me because he had "the shakes" from smoking cause hes trying to quit and was around it all night. haha whatever. i didn't let it bother me too much though, so i roasted marshmellows and hot dogs hehe =)
today was fun though, britt came over and we just talked and played soccer all afternoon in my boy clothes. no im not even kidding, the shorts im wearing i bought in the boy section at target, they're literally like down to my knees =) . it's always a blast with that girl, even though we almost got hit by like 40927524 cars. so i decided im getting a wave board (look it up on google if you have no idea what im talking about, its amazing) once i get a job and enough money to get it. but i've been thinking alot this weekend, and i've pretty much confused myself out the ass. i need to stop pmsing. its pissing me off. haha.
whatever i'll write more laterrr or something.