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been hanging out with my friends alot lately. Havn't really talked to Zech. It makes me really down but idk i cant do anything. im going to church tonight with mandi. And I dont know who else is going. who cares though. we dotn even have to go. me and mandi want to. im getting more into God witch is a really good thing. Theres so much i dont understand and i feel like hes so agaisnt me sometimes. Things havnt been going so great but they havnt been awful. So i'm thankful for that.
I just miss him...and wish summer would of went how he promised it would...
But it was my fault getting my hopes up. i knew i shouldnt have. But he made me believe and i really wanted to..so i did. I dont wanna go into this though. So i'm gunna change hte subject. my mom got a job today. she already hates it. sucks. Whatever though. were going to see world trade center friday. the preveiws made me and mandi tear up today.
mandi and me bond on so many levels. We are both insane. we both need metal help lol. i love her though. shes been awesome lately. we fight but whatever. shes been there alot for me and shes awesome. Im glad abbys stil ldown here. she met dustin and stuff and we all had fun over there the other night. it was cool.
i have to leave in an hour. my hair is soaking. im kinda just typing. nothing important. i havnt updated though. i just idk who reads this and i dotn wanna say certin things. i know i shouldnt care but i do. im an idiot and ive changed to much.
I just miss him...and wish summer would of went how he promised it would...
But it was my fault getting my hopes up. i knew i shouldnt have. But he made me believe and i really wanted to..so i did. I dont wanna go into this though. So i'm gunna change hte subject. my mom got a job today. she already hates it. sucks. Whatever though. were going to see world trade center friday. the preveiws made me and mandi tear up today.
mandi and me bond on so many levels. We are both insane. we both need metal help lol. i love her though. shes been awesome lately. we fight but whatever. shes been there alot for me and shes awesome. Im glad abbys stil ldown here. she met dustin and stuff and we all had fun over there the other night. it was cool.
i have to leave in an hour. my hair is soaking. im kinda just typing. nothing important. i havnt updated though. i just idk who reads this and i dotn wanna say certin things. i know i shouldnt care but i do. im an idiot and ive changed to much.