Ready........set......FIGHT!

[dying_smyle]

So...I have a blood clot in my left leg behind my knee that is small and pointless, but still a threat to this thing we mortals call life. It's rather depressing to know that it could kill me, something so small can end things.. And then today I overheard some girls in my Musical Theatre class being happy about it, saying they were glad I was leaving the group. I felt a great deal of depression sweep over me...wait...that's been there...I hate humanity...I hate being me...but I love Calvin...and I suppose that's all I need...and chinese food... Ugh... Why is it everything I care about, and strive to do, ends up being the thing that people hate me with?

Oh well..

All I can do is what I have been doing for my entire life...fight my way through things...

fuck people