May 02, 2004 06:22
Cut my hair yesterday morning. Sat outside in the morning sunshine with kara before she left. Floating and dreamy all day, drunk continuously, smoking in the car, explosions in the sky, yellow and green. Sleeping sleeping sleeping.
I am so happy. Everything feels good, my body feels perfect and whole. Drawing on the floor, charcoal smudges on my face, legs, arms, floor, desk. Dreamy but awake. My violet is dying, my ivy is growing up the stacks of books on my bedside table. It feels like a quiet damp summer day.
-Finish drawing.
-Edit french essay.
-Begin english paper.
-Read Berkeley, finish Kant.