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I am so sick of everything. People are assholes. I hate my "step father."
He always manages to worm his way back into our life.
He makes it seem like she needs him. She doesn't.
She has my sister and I, all her family, all her friends.
Who would need someone who treats us so bad?
He has been coming over everyday for a week, trying to be nice.
I haven't said one word to him yet.
Except NO, when he asked if I was alright.
Someone that much of an asshole shouldnt be able to affect me this way.
I cant go to summer school and night school now.
My mom refuses to pay, even though she said $150 for summer school was fine.
As long as I paid her back.
The job I was promised... I didn't get it. What the fuck.
We fight everyday now.
Just cuz I am a worthless piece of crap.
She doesn't say it, but thats how it makes me feel.
It makes me cry. Ive cried alot lately, but no one seems to mind.
The fact that I have no one left anymore is weighing heavily on me.
The things I do have, I never get to see. It's killing me.
I try so hard not to care, but I do in the end.
He always manages to worm his way back into our life.
He makes it seem like she needs him. She doesn't.
She has my sister and I, all her family, all her friends.
Who would need someone who treats us so bad?
He has been coming over everyday for a week, trying to be nice.
I haven't said one word to him yet.
Except NO, when he asked if I was alright.
Someone that much of an asshole shouldnt be able to affect me this way.
I cant go to summer school and night school now.
My mom refuses to pay, even though she said $150 for summer school was fine.
As long as I paid her back.
The job I was promised... I didn't get it. What the fuck.
We fight everyday now.
Just cuz I am a worthless piece of crap.
She doesn't say it, but thats how it makes me feel.
It makes me cry. Ive cried alot lately, but no one seems to mind.
The fact that I have no one left anymore is weighing heavily on me.
The things I do have, I never get to see. It's killing me.
I try so hard not to care, but I do in the end.