Life is one big pile of....
Party at Jay's house was pretty fun. I had a good time. got fucked up. That's all that matters.
Dealing with Lucas has become a bigger headache than being with him right now. ::sigh::... I wish he would just accept this the way it is. I'm sick of having conversations with him about me "not caring". Get it through your fucking head please! of course I care! I'm trying to make this as easy as possible and you keep bothering me about something that's done and over with! Being a cheap bastard and what not... Sometimes I wonder why I ever even bothered agreeing to still live with him... let alone be around him... why can't this just be easy...
In the middle of trying to balance everything, My productivity at work has dropped, I've lost about 6lbs, and I have met some new people. The good is no where near out-weighing the bad right now. No school for me. forget it. There's no way I can balance work, school, rent, and this headache right now. I have to figure out something.
Dealing with Lucas has become a bigger headache than being with him right now. ::sigh::... I wish he would just accept this the way it is. I'm sick of having conversations with him about me "not caring". Get it through your fucking head please! of course I care! I'm trying to make this as easy as possible and you keep bothering me about something that's done and over with! Being a cheap bastard and what not... Sometimes I wonder why I ever even bothered agreeing to still live with him... let alone be around him... why can't this just be easy...
In the middle of trying to balance everything, My productivity at work has dropped, I've lost about 6lbs, and I have met some new people. The good is no where near out-weighing the bad right now. No school for me. forget it. There's no way I can balance work, school, rent, and this headache right now. I have to figure out something.