[holy shit ive died]
this semester has been insane. not only on the busy side but on the drama side. ive been spending all my time going to school, going to doctors, chilling with the roomies and being with brian. i have no complaints, except for maybe the doctors. it just seems like spring semesters are going to be the death of me. first last spring sem. i ended up in the hospital, twice, and had to drop two classes. then this semester my grandma dies, then the next weekend my mom is in the hospital for a few days, then a couple weeks later im "looking like death" and almost hospital bound. and every enventful weekend ive had insane tests, lab practicals and upper ge tests... stressing over getting things done when i dont have enough time to run back and forth from drama filled event to the next. when i was sick brian took care of me. hes pretty much the best thing in my life right now. its such a big change to have someone care for me the way i do for them. im used to putting in so much more than the other person, now i feel like i cant keep up with him. he does everything for me even when i tell him to knock it off.
my roommates Christina, Nicole, plus Brian and this dude David got the house we wanted. we move in on the 12th. ive been busy beating my brains out trying to be creative with decorating not only to my liking but brians as well... as we shall be sharing the master bedroom. ive also been going to interview after interview and applying for job after job until i finally got one this week. they pretty much hired me right on the spot and i started the next day. it was a tough day tho. i went to one interview and got hired, then i called this place went in for the interview that day and got that job too. i passed up the $16/hr job for the $10/hr job. but its better for my future and i really really enjoy it.
its so weird. i came into this semester saying "im just gonna go have fun and fuck around" (not literally)... and then i meet this dorky guy in my Kin 200 group who after finding out im new decides to be the nice guy and invite me to lunch. i turn him down for my dad, and feel completely bad. i go to find him on myspace and couldnt, then i go on facebook to try and he finds me there, then we have lunch and he helps me move in and we fall madly in love with each other. then as soon as you know it, we're moving in together. its not even like me, its so unexpected, but i love it. it feels right. it doesnt feel wrong at all. i love brian so much. its insane.
my roommates Christina, Nicole, plus Brian and this dude David got the house we wanted. we move in on the 12th. ive been busy beating my brains out trying to be creative with decorating not only to my liking but brians as well... as we shall be sharing the master bedroom. ive also been going to interview after interview and applying for job after job until i finally got one this week. they pretty much hired me right on the spot and i started the next day. it was a tough day tho. i went to one interview and got hired, then i called this place went in for the interview that day and got that job too. i passed up the $16/hr job for the $10/hr job. but its better for my future and i really really enjoy it.
its so weird. i came into this semester saying "im just gonna go have fun and fuck around" (not literally)... and then i meet this dorky guy in my Kin 200 group who after finding out im new decides to be the nice guy and invite me to lunch. i turn him down for my dad, and feel completely bad. i go to find him on myspace and couldnt, then i go on facebook to try and he finds me there, then we have lunch and he helps me move in and we fall madly in love with each other. then as soon as you know it, we're moving in together. its not even like me, its so unexpected, but i love it. it feels right. it doesnt feel wrong at all. i love brian so much. its insane.