Feb 28, 2006 14:02
i really dont know what to think. im all blah lately.
saturday morning i have to be up at the school by 8 30 for oap in keller again. and i want to see tanner friday.
i told tanner something that has been on my mind for like a year now. and im very sensitive about it. and it took alot for me to tell him but i didnt want him to get scared and like leave me cuz that would suck.
ive still been sorta depressed lately and i dont know why.
practice was interesting last night i didnt know my lines at all cuz we got new ones. embarrasing. bleh!
derek from flatline imed me last night that was a pleasent surprise. its been forever since i had talked to him.
im sick of life god dammit
"She parks her car outside of my house takes her clothes off, says she's close to understanding Jesus. She knows she's more than just a little misunderstood she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous..........
............Then she looks up at a building and says she's thinking of jumping. She says she's tired of life: She must be tired of something."
-this song describes me perfectly right now
-the counting crows-round here