Jul 13, 2012 00:24
every time i see you, on my mind, in the back of my head is the thought of kissing you...how you would react, how your lips would feel pressed against mine, how your body would react...
would you lean into me and let me embrace you? Would you kiss me back...do you ever think of the same things...
if you ever read this, and felt the same...i would dare you, i would tell you "if you feel it too, then kiss me...kiss me and i'll be whole, even if it is the only one i ever get"
you're the only thing in this world i would die without
Whats crazy is that i hope for it. knowing that you are happily married. Thats what makes me a jerk. I've spent countless hours...days...years even, trying to get THOSE feelings to go away. I can hide them, but they never really go away...
I also know that you wont ever end up reading this, and that both pains me, and is a relief. You wouldnt tell me anyway.