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It feels so good to write- its a release. I don't adore what I wrote but I'm so happy that I wrote something. . .I don't even care. I mean- it does have some pretty great lines and G is right, it is just a rough draft. I think thats a huge part of my problem- writing has always been such a release that the idea of tinkering with what I've written feels sacrilegious. When I wrote before, it was a part of my soul on paper, how could I re-write that. But that isn't what writing needs to mean to me anymore, now it can just be expression. And I can work on it and make it stronger. . .expression is complex and beautiful. However, that beauty isn't diminshed by a re-write. . .Its strengthened.