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well i went to the doc today to find out that i went there for nothing casue all they asked was if my back hurt and if i was still taking pain pills. the nurse lady had to ask some Q's about doing shit like drinking and if i have ever done drugs (like i am really going to tell u that yeah and u will like call the cops). then got in a fight with my mom on the way home cause she was like even if the doctor say's u can run i don't u should, u should prolly rest somemore, fuck resting i had enough rest already. then she say's that well even if u do run ur going to out of shape and all the other kids are going to have all this training in. i don't need no fucking training i know how to run a damn race, its 90% mental and i got that shit down, i all i will have to is suck it up and not be a little pussy. besides i wanna beat this jordan kid from gladwin, he said that he is really sad i can't run cause now he won't be able to beat me in track. that kid piss's me off someone beats u by a little bit when u have mono and they think there the shit. damn little bitch won't be talking shit when i get this damn thing off (i will have to ask him how its feels to get beat by a kid that didn't get to train at all).
alright enough of that shit. man i don't think that my life could get anymore confussing, i wish ppl would just say or do what they really wanna do, but instead they are scared of what will happen or might not happen. i mean whats the point of living if ur never going to take risks. if friends get pissed casuse u like someone then i dunno how much they really are ur friends i mean it not like u do it on purpose. well what i am saying is do whatever u want and don't worry about what happens u only live once.
ahhhh music where would i be with out u, u are always there whatever the mood u always having someething for me that makes life not suck so much. with out u i don't think i could make it through a day. u are even there in my worst of times when all others don't want anything to do with me. music I LOVE U!!!!!!!!
o yeah if anyone has the power to heal broken backs, help me out!!
alright enough of that shit. man i don't think that my life could get anymore confussing, i wish ppl would just say or do what they really wanna do, but instead they are scared of what will happen or might not happen. i mean whats the point of living if ur never going to take risks. if friends get pissed casuse u like someone then i dunno how much they really are ur friends i mean it not like u do it on purpose. well what i am saying is do whatever u want and don't worry about what happens u only live once.
ahhhh music where would i be with out u, u are always there whatever the mood u always having someething for me that makes life not suck so much. with out u i don't think i could make it through a day. u are even there in my worst of times when all others don't want anything to do with me. music I LOVE U!!!!!!!!
o yeah if anyone has the power to heal broken backs, help me out!!