time to update. i think it is time to slow down on my party-ing. i have been doing it everyday so i think it is time to hold off. but other then that i have been meeting amazing people that i am glad to have in my life. it is kind of nice just meeting new friends.
but other than that i am having fun. and i am happy. i have this wonderful guy in my life right now that i am so happy with. we are not official. but it is something to look forward to in the future. hopefully. at first i didnt think things would work out but they seem to be going dandy now.
This boy makes my heart putter:-D
i have nothing really interesting in my life now though there is drama. which i hate. but hey it is life.
you now what i dont get when you have a friend. and you would do anything for them, which i have and it is like they dont even care. i have tried and tried at my wits end to understand them.the selfishness and unkindness at times they posess is unbearable.(sp?) so i am getting no where. it is like they dont even care about how i think and how i feel. i am getting sick of it. i think i will never understand. but i still love them. CONFUSION