egh men;)

Jul 09, 2005 13:43

So I have been everywhere lately. Partying here and there mostly. Whatev.

I finally talked to Charlie and I think things are back to normal. I know he wants me but things are just iffy with him at times. He sits there and tells me that he can see himself loving me for a long time and that I am amazing and that he wants to date me. BUT he is making no effort what so ever. I have fallen for him. Real Hard. And yet he is playing this game with me. He wont even let me see him. If we plan something. It doesnt happen. There is always an excuse. I don't know what to do.I always go back to him and give him another chance, Hopeing things would be different. I'm love struck. I miss him so much but it hurts. Hopefully I can see him on his birthday on Saturday:(
He right now is the best thing that ever happened to me. Well in a way. lol But you don't know how much he makes me happy. I finally found someone that wants me for me and someone who thinks I am beautiful no matter what. He makes me so happy:-D I just want to fall in love with him. I just want it to be me and him no matter what.
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