MAYBE SOMEDAY WE COULD BE TOGETHER!
so yea lately i have been out and about.
past two weeks have been crazy. moved out of my house after graduation. and now i am back. stupid huh.long story. well i came into conclusion that my mom is probably going through menopause. because she has been having some crazy mood swings. but she doesnt thnik so she thinks it is because of me. because i am finally done with school and she knows she has to let go. i am so suprised. i think me not being at the house for the week not talking to her made her realize that she just needs to let go. and i love the fact that now i am can breathe because i dont like being here.and i can be out of the house all day without her calling me up the ass.
so anyways today i went job searching . AGAIN. it sucks. i hope i get a job. if not then i will just work for kelly.
you know what really sucks. i like/ed a boy but now it is done. he now has a g/f. i just found out so sudden. it sucks. but whatever. he is happy and i am not. i wish things were different but i think having a friendship is better. he is special to me and he will always have a special place in my heart.
nothing is worth my time anymore. all my fun and craziness is gone for good. lol. egh
but you kno i have charlie, he is a keeper. he is everything in a guy that i have always wanted. alittle hyper at times but whatev. he is mine:) i got him tied around my finger...haha so he says. but i see this as a long term thing. i have not seen him fopr a long ass time due to work. he has been working 70 hours a week. and he is always tired and everytime he has a day off he always gets called in. and everytime we plan another date. HE GETS called in. but you see. i have been talking to him and i think that maybe i should bring up the question of moving in with him:) MAYBE ehhe that would be fun. egh he is sooooo cute!:)i want to see him tomorrow maybe i should go to portland tomorrow and pay a visit to him on his lunch break:)muahaha
i am going to bedford this weekend. maybe. hell yea!
well i must go. i am tired and.......haha well im outty
past two weeks have been crazy. moved out of my house after graduation. and now i am back. stupid huh.long story. well i came into conclusion that my mom is probably going through menopause. because she has been having some crazy mood swings. but she doesnt thnik so she thinks it is because of me. because i am finally done with school and she knows she has to let go. i am so suprised. i think me not being at the house for the week not talking to her made her realize that she just needs to let go. and i love the fact that now i am can breathe because i dont like being here.and i can be out of the house all day without her calling me up the ass.
so anyways today i went job searching . AGAIN. it sucks. i hope i get a job. if not then i will just work for kelly.
you know what really sucks. i like/ed a boy but now it is done. he now has a g/f. i just found out so sudden. it sucks. but whatever. he is happy and i am not. i wish things were different but i think having a friendship is better. he is special to me and he will always have a special place in my heart.
nothing is worth my time anymore. all my fun and craziness is gone for good. lol. egh
but you kno i have charlie, he is a keeper. he is everything in a guy that i have always wanted. alittle hyper at times but whatev. he is mine:) i got him tied around my finger...haha so he says. but i see this as a long term thing. i have not seen him fopr a long ass time due to work. he has been working 70 hours a week. and he is always tired and everytime he has a day off he always gets called in. and everytime we plan another date. HE GETS called in. but you see. i have been talking to him and i think that maybe i should bring up the question of moving in with him:) MAYBE ehhe that would be fun. egh he is sooooo cute!:)i want to see him tomorrow maybe i should go to portland tomorrow and pay a visit to him on his lunch break:)muahaha
i am going to bedford this weekend. maybe. hell yea!
well i must go. i am tired and.......haha well im outty