Jun 02, 2005 15:12
I need to take a break before i go insane. i decided to write in this lovely o journal of mine because. well i need a cool down. it's pretty lame. i have a sense of humour but yet i have a nasty attitude today.
I had a nervous break down in school today. yup thats right i blew up in school then started crying. thanks to this wonderful girl krista. she decided that she wanted to look at my camera. i did not mind. but wonderful little krista decided to record something without my knowledge. i had interviews on that tape. i was in the middle of editing the tape. so the dumb bitch recoreded over my interview with ryan. she didnt even say sorry. the least she could have done was say sorry! but no! god damn it. people are rude these days. so i have to figure out tonight how the hell i am going to fix it. because it is due tomorrow. egh i want to hurt her. but see i wont. i will just imagine it in my head
i never learn i dont klnow why i constantly cram and stress at the end of the school year/ whatever.
So yea i may hang out tomorrow night. i need to get out of the house and take a break from school but my mom is probably not going to let me because she thinks i dont do work . when i have been bussting my ass this week. but she refuses to see that.
:( will someone comfort me