Oblivious To The Fact That I Am Loved
Everytime I feel that I have the potential to be happy again, I find something out that tears my heart out. I just hate the way things are going now. I do. You don't know how much I don't want my friends to up and leave me and be "best friends" with some else. Cliche or not.
It's true. I have always feared that and i always will. its ineffable.
Egh I don't know where my life is going right now. I honestly don't. I am loosing who I thought I was. I spent relentless hours thinking. Again, it didn't do me any good. All in time, is what I say. But do I listen to myself. Nope. I don't know who I am anymore or what I want in life.I feel demoralized. I feel as if everything I do is futile.
Fuck The Pain Away
It's true. I have always feared that and i always will. its ineffable.
Egh I don't know where my life is going right now. I honestly don't. I am loosing who I thought I was. I spent relentless hours thinking. Again, it didn't do me any good. All in time, is what I say. But do I listen to myself. Nope. I don't know who I am anymore or what I want in life.I feel demoralized. I feel as if everything I do is futile.
Fuck The Pain Away