Y do I do this to myself?
I'm in love, yes... in love. lol- for the 3rd time this week. lol
Noel & I have been going to Bennigans a lot lately, thanx to my recent infactuation w/ the bartender, Patrick. I finally made lee-way though, & told him I had a crush on him Sat. night. He told me he has a g/f, but is on the outs w/ her. Of course I get one of those situations. Patrick seems like a really cool guy, & for some reason I just want to get to know him better. That's a big deal for me, cuz' I have been trying not to get to know ne1 knew since I'm moving. Y start new friendships when I won't ever see them again. But for Patrick, damn... he just has sumtin about him.
So neways, Saturday night he gave me his ##. He wanted to hang out 2day, but... of course he hasn't returned my phone call. Y do I continuously like the guys that always end up to be scumbags. I bet nething he won't break up w/ his girl, & will try to call me back in like 3 days. Then he'll try to pretend like nothing ever happened, that he wanted to call me back, but never got around to it. This shit always happens. O well, if he doesn't call, I'm not going to break myself all up about it.
I always find a way to move on don't I?
~*~Pet Peeve of the Day~*~ waiting by the phone.