elo wall
So I'm sitting here, bored, really nothing to do. No homework, studying.. but hey, who does that? I'm just sorta sitting here staring blankly at the wall. I think of all those sayings like carpe diem, or grab life by the horns, or whatever, but sometimes its just hard to either think of things to do to fill those empty spaces, or to have the energy to do them. Some things you just have to sit back and let happen, ya know? Some things you can't plan, some days you cant cram full of activity and excitement. I really hope part of seizing life is just sitting back every once in a while. cause i do that an awful lot. Its hard to ask for stimulation, no one can really give that to you, can they? i think you just have to find it yourself. or maybe people can help, but i feel its rude to ask someone to motivate you, what if they are spending all their energy motivating theirself? I think it would be interesting to "walk two moons in someone else's mocassins" But the thing is, id want to experience not only the life they were thrust into, but also the way they think and how their personality feels. I wish you could try on different people's personalities, or emotions, or life experiences...just to try them on for a bit like clothes in a thrift store dressing room. You could twirl around in them and wiggle your butt in the mirror; strut around and have a blast, but after it all you could just change back into your own clothes and put the temps back on the rack. Only i wish you could be the richer for the experience, and take something away from it. I think that when people can do this, that is when they will become truly whole, civilized, complete. And the world will end in a mushroom cloud.