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warning[s] : incest / dark theme / indeceive love
JiYong woke up in the darkness of the night, even tho the moon is being covered by the cloud but its light managed to come thru and illuminate his room from being consumed by total darkness thru the big window in his room that is streached to the balcony outside
JiYong looked around his room - his crumpled and cum stained bed sheet,his naked body with dried cum all over, his clothing that scattered on the floor - but where is that person ? there is no glimpse of that person either, where could that person gone to?
With the thought fill his mind, JiYong tried to get up to find him and get better view of his surrounding but immediately regretted his action as pain shoot up his behind
" That bastard! "
JiYong cursed with hissing sound as he rubbed his backside to comfort the pain in his ass..tears start to swell in his eyes and start dripping on his cheek, just like the crytaline of dew of the dawn
"How the fuck did he get this low? " he wonder and from that, questions seems to be making its way into his mind and he keep on weeping in his vulnearable state with the moon as witness, shining again as if trying to comfort JiYong, replace that person place somehow
As he continue to weep and sobbed, for the first time, he feel the feeling of loneliness - like an empty shell, unconsciously, his hand reaching for something, someone that is always there suddenly craving for the warmth that person provided....not today it seems
JiYong hugged himself - feeling very much fragile and much more vulnerable than he ever felt and realization hit him, he need that person to make him whole again, he need him
*flashback*
He just keep on pounding into JiYong like there is no tomorrow, this had been the 6th round for all JiYong care but that bastard just can't seem to stop fucking him!
"Call my name JiYong ah~ call my fucking name! or I won't let u come "
His velvet deep voice, so low, so sexy and also full of threat is vibrating in his eardrum, making JiYong moan cause it just soo fucking sexy
His hand find its way to JiYong's private and grip it hard, preventing JiYong from cumming and make his earlier statement very clear
"Call my fucking name dongsaeng ah~ "
and so JiYong give in to the intense pleasure
"SeungHyun hyung~ pleaseee.." and one of JiYong's tear drop
After his 6th orgasm, SeungHyun collapsed on top of JiYong and he quickly rolled over to JiYong's side and opted to just hugged him, SeungHyun kissed his head, smelling the hair that he love so much
"I love you JiYong, I fucking love you"
His hug is getting tighter around JiYong that it hurt, JiYong sobbed till his body start to shake
SeungHyun immediately sat up and turn JiYong around so he can see his beautiful face - that is tainted with tears, SeungHyun wipe those tears away, gently but tears keep on flowing and SeungHyun's heart aches in pain
"I fucking hate you!" words filled with hatred thrown to SeungHyun and SeungHyun heart is crushed yet..again "I hate you" JiYong sobbed and SeungHyun take his slender frame into his..he really can't take it no more..why can't he see how much he love him?
JiYong clung to his brother, as if he is the only one that he can hang onto, tears still taint his face..
"I hate you for coming back after all those years only to have you fucking me! I hate this love of yours! I hate you because mom and dad trust you soo much that they let you to take care of me, YOUR DONGSAENG! and just to have you fucking me behind their back! I hate you for being here! I just hate you for the existance of your being!"
Tears is threatening to come out of his eyes but SeungHyun held it..he don't want to look weak..not in front of the person he love, he don't regeret loving him but this just hurt him..why can't he understand?
"I want a brother! why can't you just be that to me? why must you do this to me? I want a brother who will protect me not fucking me, telling he love me behind mom's and dad's back! You take my virginity by force and I am not even gay to begin with! I have a girlfriend that love me..and..I don't have the face to see her no more that I have to break things up with her today because of you..and here you are saying you love me?"
JiYong say with so much hatred - that one beauty that caught SeungHyun eyes, that SeungHyun promised to love..but how did it come to this? he don't know..but what he know - he need to stop all this, to stop the pain that his beauty feeling, it really kills SeungHyun
SeungHyun tighten his embrace on his beauty, and that beauty just lean to his embrace, head nuzzled closer to the crook of his neck -
As JiYong nuzzled closer to the warmth, he calm down a bit, that scent always make him calm down, that warmth make JiYong feel protected and loved in a very indeceived way, he didn't notice the tears that drop on his back or how much it pained that older man
That night when SeungHyun is sure thar JiYong is fast asleep - he slowly get up from the bed, silently wear his cloth and with heavy heart he left JiYong alone - left his heart and his love for that one person
JiYong woke up in the darkness of the night, even tho the moon is being covered by the cloud but its light managed to come thru and illuminate his room from being consumed by total darkness thru the big window in his room that is streached to the balcony outside
JiYong looked around his room - his crumpled and cum stained bed sheet,his naked body with dried cum all over, his clothing that scattered on the floor - but where is that person ? there is no glimpse of that person either, where could that person gone to?
With the thought fill his mind, JiYong tried to get up to find him and get better view of his surrounding but immediately regretted his action as pain shoot up his behind
" That bastard! "
JiYong cursed with hissing sound as he rubbed his backside to comfort the pain in his ass..tears start to swell in his eyes and start dripping on his cheek, just like the crytaline of dew of the dawn
"How the fuck did he get this low? " he wonder and from that, questions seems to be making its way into his mind and he keep on weeping in his vulnearable state with the moon as witness, shining again as if trying to comfort JiYong, replace that person place somehow
As he continue to weep and sobbed, for the first time, he feel the feeling of loneliness - like an empty shell, unconsciously, his hand reaching for something, someone that is always there suddenly craving for the warmth that person provided....not today it seems
JiYong hugged himself - feeling very much fragile and much more vulnerable than he ever felt and realization hit him, he need that person to make him whole again, he need him
*flashback*
He just keep on pounding into JiYong like there is no tomorrow, this had been the 6th round for all JiYong care but that bastard just can't seem to stop fucking him!
"Call my name JiYong ah~ call my fucking name! or I won't let u come "
His velvet deep voice, so low, so sexy and also full of threat is vibrating in his eardrum, making JiYong moan cause it just soo fucking sexy
His hand find its way to JiYong's private and grip it hard, preventing JiYong from cumming and make his earlier statement very clear
"Call my fucking name dongsaeng ah~ "
and so JiYong give in to the intense pleasure
"SeungHyun hyung~ pleaseee.." and one of JiYong's tear drop
After his 6th orgasm, SeungHyun collapsed on top of JiYong and he quickly rolled over to JiYong's side and opted to just hugged him, SeungHyun kissed his head, smelling the hair that he love so much
"I love you JiYong, I fucking love you"
His hug is getting tighter around JiYong that it hurt, JiYong sobbed till his body start to shake
SeungHyun immediately sat up and turn JiYong around so he can see his beautiful face - that is tainted with tears, SeungHyun wipe those tears away, gently but tears keep on flowing and SeungHyun's heart aches in pain
"I fucking hate you!" words filled with hatred thrown to SeungHyun and SeungHyun heart is crushed yet..again "I hate you" JiYong sobbed and SeungHyun take his slender frame into his..he really can't take it no more..why can't he see how much he love him?
JiYong clung to his brother, as if he is the only one that he can hang onto, tears still taint his face..
"I hate you for coming back after all those years only to have you fucking me! I hate this love of yours! I hate you because mom and dad trust you soo much that they let you to take care of me, YOUR DONGSAENG! and just to have you fucking me behind their back! I hate you for being here! I just hate you for the existance of your being!"
Tears is threatening to come out of his eyes but SeungHyun held it..he don't want to look weak..not in front of the person he love, he don't regeret loving him but this just hurt him..why can't he understand?
"I want a brother! why can't you just be that to me? why must you do this to me? I want a brother who will protect me not fucking me, telling he love me behind mom's and dad's back! You take my virginity by force and I am not even gay to begin with! I have a girlfriend that love me..and..I don't have the face to see her no more that I have to break things up with her today because of you..and here you are saying you love me?"
JiYong say with so much hatred - that one beauty that caught SeungHyun eyes, that SeungHyun promised to love..but how did it come to this? he don't know..but what he know - he need to stop all this, to stop the pain that his beauty feeling, it really kills SeungHyun
SeungHyun tighten his embrace on his beauty, and that beauty just lean to his embrace, head nuzzled closer to the crook of his neck -
As JiYong nuzzled closer to the warmth, he calm down a bit, that scent always make him calm down, that warmth make JiYong feel protected and loved in a very indeceived way, he didn't notice the tears that drop on his back or how much it pained that older man
That night when SeungHyun is sure thar JiYong is fast asleep - he slowly get up from the bed, silently wear his cloth and with heavy heart he left JiYong alone - left his heart and his love for that one person