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hmmm lets see..i guess i should be updating so lets see what i can do...
ok so i got back from volunteering at CYO camp on sunday. that camp is really like my second home cuz i have gone there since i was in 1st grade (aka i was 6 so this was my 10th year going). and i was thinking about why i liked it so much and i realized that it is the one place that has never changed since my parents got a divorce. it has been a place where i can go and totally start over fresh with so many new pple and i can be my self without fear of anything! and it has taught me so many lessons for life....it truly has been a second home for me. it has been hard for me to go lately since my dad used to work at CYO and there was a massive issue with the new boss of the company (one of those mass firing of workers) and my dad had to quit and so everyone who was involved has made CYO a sore spot in their lives. so the fact that i still have been going to camp after the big incident is really scandalous for pple. and every time that i go i feel horrible and as if im betraying my dad and his friends that worked there....but again i just cant leave! it truly has been my second home, a place where i can escape and be myself, a place where i can have fun and meet new pple...ok this sounds soooo ridiculously sappy and im sorry, i mean it is just a camp but.....i think the real reason is, again, that it has been the one thing that hasnt changed since my parents split up. i dunno so i volunteered this year since im kinda too old to go there as a camper and i figured it was a good way to say goodbye...but omg i now have this massive erge to really become a counselor! it would be really hard because it is a 7 week program where id make like a lil over $1,000 (which is kinda low) and that would just drive my parents off the cliff i think.....i dunno i guess i'll see what happens when the time comes but....yea i just felt like sharing....sorry for the crazy longness and weirdness....
innyhoo camp was fun but like they really didnt need volunteers...we werent needed at all so they gave us like odd and end jobs. it was good tho as the week progressed cuz sarah and i got assigned to a lil kid's cabin. omg the kids were soooo cute!!!! omg like beyond cute! lol but so yea it was fun with the kids but a lot of the staff made it very clear that they didnt want us there...we werent considered staff and were were obviously not campers so...we were stuck in the middle and treated like nothing by some of the counselors....but besides those pple it was a great experience, i leanred a lot. its soo amazing how much u can learn from 7 and 8 year olds. hmmmm
well i guess nothin happened besides camp so...i guess thats it. i'll update soon :-D comment please
ok so i got back from volunteering at CYO camp on sunday. that camp is really like my second home cuz i have gone there since i was in 1st grade (aka i was 6 so this was my 10th year going). and i was thinking about why i liked it so much and i realized that it is the one place that has never changed since my parents got a divorce. it has been a place where i can go and totally start over fresh with so many new pple and i can be my self without fear of anything! and it has taught me so many lessons for life....it truly has been a second home for me. it has been hard for me to go lately since my dad used to work at CYO and there was a massive issue with the new boss of the company (one of those mass firing of workers) and my dad had to quit and so everyone who was involved has made CYO a sore spot in their lives. so the fact that i still have been going to camp after the big incident is really scandalous for pple. and every time that i go i feel horrible and as if im betraying my dad and his friends that worked there....but again i just cant leave! it truly has been my second home, a place where i can escape and be myself, a place where i can have fun and meet new pple...ok this sounds soooo ridiculously sappy and im sorry, i mean it is just a camp but.....i think the real reason is, again, that it has been the one thing that hasnt changed since my parents split up. i dunno so i volunteered this year since im kinda too old to go there as a camper and i figured it was a good way to say goodbye...but omg i now have this massive erge to really become a counselor! it would be really hard because it is a 7 week program where id make like a lil over $1,000 (which is kinda low) and that would just drive my parents off the cliff i think.....i dunno i guess i'll see what happens when the time comes but....yea i just felt like sharing....sorry for the crazy longness and weirdness....
innyhoo camp was fun but like they really didnt need volunteers...we werent needed at all so they gave us like odd and end jobs. it was good tho as the week progressed cuz sarah and i got assigned to a lil kid's cabin. omg the kids were soooo cute!!!! omg like beyond cute! lol but so yea it was fun with the kids but a lot of the staff made it very clear that they didnt want us there...we werent considered staff and were were obviously not campers so...we were stuck in the middle and treated like nothing by some of the counselors....but besides those pple it was a great experience, i leanred a lot. its soo amazing how much u can learn from 7 and 8 year olds. hmmmm
well i guess nothin happened besides camp so...i guess thats it. i'll update soon :-D comment please