Is it reason enough for me to be happy?
Yesterday the results of our training was shown to us (grades of our exams, MPs and stuff). So I did very well as the bosses from Pointwest said. I was asked if I was confident at that point... I immediately answered a big NO! Actually it was the opposite, I'm really scared now, the pressure is on me. What if I don't deliver as well as they expect? I hate being put in this situations... Although I really felt ecstatic when the ranks were revealed... I really worked hard for this(di naman ganun kasipag, well for a lazy boy like me hardwork na yon) and I'm proud of myself. Isa pa sa mga drive ko e may prize daw kasi pag nasa top 5 e hehehe. Anyway this day is bad for me, nagtampo sakin yung mom ko... and I don't know how to get through this mess... Isn't it the toughest when you're in bad terms with your mom? hay....