yesterday
i picked up half an eighth of shrooms. i only took a big cap and a fat stem since i wanted to trip out just slightly. tyler and jeff took half an 8th each and we all gulped it down with synergy drinks called "triology" since it was just the three of us and its the flavor that tasted really good. tyler and i bought our drinks, but jeff didn't. So i was like "lets test out good karma." we all went over to the performing arts area, and just chilled there for a couple of hrs by the pyramid. We watched when day became night. when each minute pass i began to see more and more stars . With the tall buildings, and the blank white walls, it felt like we were in the area, which takes us away from whats beyond it. This felt nice. For a moment, nothing really mattered to me, people, family, work. nothing. i just then sat back against the pyramid and just enjoy the night. there were other people though, but these people were making awesome shadow plays against the blank walls. It tripped us all of us out. I called this entertainment. then an hr and half later we finally got up and started to wander around the area.
I wanted to pee, so we tried tgi fridays, but theres too many people in there so we walked around the area some more. We were amazed by the new theater. The glass was so thick, and the buildings were just pretty. Then we went to south coast. i was taking a lot of interest on alot of pretty girls. i felt i was starving. Starving for love and intimacy. I went to the bathroom, i looked to the side of the stalls, and the patterns were slowly moving. Then, we walked around. We went to borders, since tyler had to pee. I began to listen to some jazz music. I forgot what the band was, but it was really good. Tyler took interest and took over my headphones. I told him i'll be downstairs since i wanted to check out the books. I did, but i couldn't look at them. There was so many words, and the cover of the books was just too much, I couldn't look at literature in the eye!!!! we walked out, and went to metro.
Metro pointe, my 2nd home. The place where i work countless hrs of my life. Its like spending most of your life at school. Metro pointe does the same to me. We went over to barnes and i was taking interest in art. I never really looked at art when i'm on psychedelics. Tyler and i started to look at art.i was looking at the works of Gustav Klimt. It was something random that i picked out, and his art just amazed me. thats all i can say. Jeff came back upstairs, and starting to have a bad trip. Tyler said maybe the sight of the girl he wants to be with, is with her mom downstairs probably triggered it. I guess tyler was trying to tell us to leave but i just kept on looking at more art. So, finally i saw jeff sitting down just tripping, and i said "Yea, lets just leave." So..we walked towards and around the wimbeldon neighborhoods. Tyler was trying to tell jeff, that its okay, your just tripping out on shrooms. Jeff almost threw up, and he felt sick. Tyler tried to make him feel better by going on saying the same shit he was saying to jeff, since jeff didn't get it. I told tyler "hey, maybe instead of walking around so much, and since jeff kept on asking if he has a home or not, Why can't we just go to a place that is homelike like at your house or something." We went through wakeham park. and hopped over a bunch of sprinklers that were on the way. it was a mission. Tyler had to make a call. So it was just jeff and i. I told jeff, "its okay, just sit, relax and just enjoy what's going on now. Have fun! and enjoy this night with us." He kinda felt relaxed for a bit. To be honest. What i felt that night, i didn't think much of anything. Sure i thought about a girl, but i told myself "whats the fucking point on thinking about a girl that's not interested on me whatsoever. I have nothing to worry about. I'm single and i could just feed on life as much as i want. All i have is a job. I have a few friends. All i can do is just live. Live my life, without any worries." This is what i thought all night. Nothing else. All the girls i liked never liked me back. I guess, i wasn't made for love. So i just got over it, and if something comes up like a girl that was interested in me then yes, i will be like "hooray someone does love me!" For now, i just want to live.
We went back to my car, and went to tylers house. Angel met up with us. And we just smoked. Jeff was then freaking angel and i out. Tyler pretty much took care of him, kept on asking him if he wants to go outside, and he could chill with him outside and such. Then we waited for a bit, and went inside. I was uploading angel some cds with my lab top, and jeff seems to be comfortable on tylers bed. ha i was right.
Then, i went home, took a hot shower. The shower was nice, i enjoyed it. I felt clean! Then i fell asleep. Went to work the next day, again i didnt think of anything and just concentrate on work. Left and here i am. Nhung and Kristen walked by, hahaha i guess my labtop is pretty macish,
I wanted to pee, so we tried tgi fridays, but theres too many people in there so we walked around the area some more. We were amazed by the new theater. The glass was so thick, and the buildings were just pretty. Then we went to south coast. i was taking a lot of interest on alot of pretty girls. i felt i was starving. Starving for love and intimacy. I went to the bathroom, i looked to the side of the stalls, and the patterns were slowly moving. Then, we walked around. We went to borders, since tyler had to pee. I began to listen to some jazz music. I forgot what the band was, but it was really good. Tyler took interest and took over my headphones. I told him i'll be downstairs since i wanted to check out the books. I did, but i couldn't look at them. There was so many words, and the cover of the books was just too much, I couldn't look at literature in the eye!!!! we walked out, and went to metro.
Metro pointe, my 2nd home. The place where i work countless hrs of my life. Its like spending most of your life at school. Metro pointe does the same to me. We went over to barnes and i was taking interest in art. I never really looked at art when i'm on psychedelics. Tyler and i started to look at art.i was looking at the works of Gustav Klimt. It was something random that i picked out, and his art just amazed me. thats all i can say. Jeff came back upstairs, and starting to have a bad trip. Tyler said maybe the sight of the girl he wants to be with, is with her mom downstairs probably triggered it. I guess tyler was trying to tell us to leave but i just kept on looking at more art. So, finally i saw jeff sitting down just tripping, and i said "Yea, lets just leave." So..we walked towards and around the wimbeldon neighborhoods. Tyler was trying to tell jeff, that its okay, your just tripping out on shrooms. Jeff almost threw up, and he felt sick. Tyler tried to make him feel better by going on saying the same shit he was saying to jeff, since jeff didn't get it. I told tyler "hey, maybe instead of walking around so much, and since jeff kept on asking if he has a home or not, Why can't we just go to a place that is homelike like at your house or something." We went through wakeham park. and hopped over a bunch of sprinklers that were on the way. it was a mission. Tyler had to make a call. So it was just jeff and i. I told jeff, "its okay, just sit, relax and just enjoy what's going on now. Have fun! and enjoy this night with us." He kinda felt relaxed for a bit. To be honest. What i felt that night, i didn't think much of anything. Sure i thought about a girl, but i told myself "whats the fucking point on thinking about a girl that's not interested on me whatsoever. I have nothing to worry about. I'm single and i could just feed on life as much as i want. All i have is a job. I have a few friends. All i can do is just live. Live my life, without any worries." This is what i thought all night. Nothing else. All the girls i liked never liked me back. I guess, i wasn't made for love. So i just got over it, and if something comes up like a girl that was interested in me then yes, i will be like "hooray someone does love me!" For now, i just want to live.
We went back to my car, and went to tylers house. Angel met up with us. And we just smoked. Jeff was then freaking angel and i out. Tyler pretty much took care of him, kept on asking him if he wants to go outside, and he could chill with him outside and such. Then we waited for a bit, and went inside. I was uploading angel some cds with my lab top, and jeff seems to be comfortable on tylers bed. ha i was right.
Then, i went home, took a hot shower. The shower was nice, i enjoyed it. I felt clean! Then i fell asleep. Went to work the next day, again i didnt think of anything and just concentrate on work. Left and here i am. Nhung and Kristen walked by, hahaha i guess my labtop is pretty macish,