Title: 24/7
Fandom: Dir en Grey
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Die/Shinya
Rating: none I guess
Warning: none I hope (English is not my 1st language),really short:/Synopsis: Die's thoughts....
A/N: Is ti possible to be inspired by icon?..well this one up there inspired me to write this.Thank you
fonulyn for making it<3.It was bugging me for some time now but I finally managed to write it down..so here it is.I hope it's not too awful.Comments are always welcomed:)
(this comm is kinda silent so I hope you don't mind posting my stuff here..)
I’m here.
Waiting for you 24 hours, 7 days of the week.
I’m waiting for so many years that I even stopped counting them.
It seems like eternity.
Will you ever come?
I doesn’t matter where I am right now.Places are not important.We’ve been together all around the world.
And I am right here, beside you..all this time.
And after so long, would I be able to take it?
I mean..your presence, your eyes on me..only me.Just everything about you.
I’m sure I’ll be overwhelmed by your beauty..because I adore you so much.
My sweet boy, what have you done to me?Why am I now in such a misery?
I want to hear you whispering my name..just the sound of it on your perfect lips.
Why I fell so hard for you?
When I’m looking at you, my insides start to squirm and twist because the urge to touch you and caress you is so strong.But I know that I can’t..I’m not allowed to.
I’m writing this now and you’re sleeping somewhere near me.I can’t see you but I always feel your presence.It calms me down a bit to know that you’re here..even if it’s not with me.
I’ll be patient.Because I know that you’re worth it.
Even if I’m gonna be with you just for one day, I still know that it’s worth the waiting.
After that I can die.
Shinya......my sweet, little Shinya...