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"Find yourself a girl and settle down
Live a simple life in a quiet town"
It's been a long while indeed...
And of course just like every other time, I manage to learn nothing...
I'm a coward, so I hide behind the masks, and constantly distract myself and others from the truth...
Why? I'm afraid of failing, so I say I can do something without ever trying...after all it's easier to not try and not fail than to try and fail...
so I sit around and complain about everything else that's wrong, failing to face myself as I am...
because who I am...it's not who I thought I was/would be...
I guess the disguise worked pretty well...managed to fool myself too, didn't I...
But now on and on we go...Where we stop no one knows...
Prom?
I set myself up for those things I can't face, even now...
Live a simple life in a quiet town"
It's been a long while indeed...
And of course just like every other time, I manage to learn nothing...
I'm a coward, so I hide behind the masks, and constantly distract myself and others from the truth...
Why? I'm afraid of failing, so I say I can do something without ever trying...after all it's easier to not try and not fail than to try and fail...
so I sit around and complain about everything else that's wrong, failing to face myself as I am...
because who I am...it's not who I thought I was/would be...
I guess the disguise worked pretty well...managed to fool myself too, didn't I...
But now on and on we go...Where we stop no one knows...
Prom?
I set myself up for those things I can't face, even now...