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i'd like to start out by saying how splendid it is that i (we, rather) are graduating in ohh, about 5 days. im elated really. the best thing is, that after all is said and done, i can walk away from this wretched town and forget it ever existed. of course i'll miss my friends...and my perfect little boyfriend...but other than that, i will only be leaving behind the bleak memory of some of the most inconsequential details of my entire life. i'm upset that im going to be sooo far away from the sun...i'll probably experience a bit of dysthmic depresson...im predicting about christmas time...that's when everyone commits suicide. however, i am absolutely euphoric that i don't have to see any of the petty, daft, and unbelievably vapid people that suffocate me every day. so, basically, im fucked because im a chemistry major...when i applied, i didn't really think that much about it...in fact, my exact thoughts probably went a little something like this.."hmmm...chemistry. yea, i almost failed that class, i think it was my sophomore year...i'll just go ahead and mark that one...yea, chemistry. that sounds good. they'll probably think im really smart...i hope they don't see what i got on the AP exam for THAT class...fool proof." fuck you, you fucking idiot!! i wish i had a shoulder angel that could tell me when im being a complete retard. unfortunately, i was blessed with the "don't think before you leap" complex, which is precisely why, when people ask me what my major is, they just gaze at me with this blank stare, as if i have eight heads. chemistry. yea. anyway, im going to miss my booey soooo much next year. he's practically perfect...when i say that, i mean that nobody is perfect, but if there were someone who was perfect, it would be him...i call him baby herculesus. it's a mix between baby jesus and hercules, because he's obsessed with working out and he's jacked. he probably wouldn't want me telling you that though...oops. anyway, i love him...he's the first person i've ever been in love with and im really glad it was him. im just pissed because it has to end so soon...and at 7 months he is my longest relationship...ever. well, it's been real, but i have to go. stay classy. -love