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Ohh goodness =( I feel like shit. I duno why, well i do, but i duno why im so fukin effected. I was doing this painting thing for our living room and i showed my parents the intended pattern and everything. so ive spent about 3hours on it, another 2 probably would have finished it off-and they dont like it. So i got really annoyed and now im starting all over again. Grrrrr!!! I cant even express it. I need praise and shit to keep me going-if i dont get told somethings good, or im doing something well, then ill automatically assume its crap which is hy im so upset about this, cuz ive actually been told its crap!!
Im even more upset cuz earlier today i was particularly happy about things. I was invited to a bbq gathering last night by Parker at Will's house, so i took Jo...and when we got there it was shit. But towards the end of the night it improved quite a bit i guess. Me and parker are getting on really well atm which is great, but it helped that Lloyd was there, i had no clue who anybody was! it was like 9boys:4girls -2of which were peoples gf's. So yeah, we drank, ate and just had a giggle =) i like meeting new people.
AnyHOO..........enough of this shizzle. Im contemplating deleting my lj account, its a load of shit.
Im even more upset cuz earlier today i was particularly happy about things. I was invited to a bbq gathering last night by Parker at Will's house, so i took Jo...and when we got there it was shit. But towards the end of the night it improved quite a bit i guess. Me and parker are getting on really well atm which is great, but it helped that Lloyd was there, i had no clue who anybody was! it was like 9boys:4girls -2of which were peoples gf's. So yeah, we drank, ate and just had a giggle =) i like meeting new people.
AnyHOO..........enough of this shizzle. Im contemplating deleting my lj account, its a load of shit.