So far so good...it's early though.
Today is much better than yesterday. Probably for many reasons however. I sat down last night for quite some time just to think about myself. The things I don't like in life. The people I look down on. The things I believe/don't believe in. The people I look up to. The reasons I do what I do. Things are making more sense these days. I'm just trying a little harder everyday to find out who I am deep down inside. The more and more I go to school the happier I feel inside. To know that I am acheiving so much and improving my knowledge. It's crazy to know that in 3 months I will be long gone out of this place and onto the graphics industry. If I can just pick myself up a good job I will be super stoked. I know I can and will.
I've been told a lot lately that I always start trying to explain my feelings and just stop. I then confuse the person being told and myself as well. I'm going to try harder to get my thoughts across and not worry about what people think. If someone was a real friend, they would accept my views and move on, not question my beliefs or my ability to do something. Because I just can't be having all these feelings stuck inside of me all the time. I know people don't really care what I'm up to and what not, but still...
Moving on. It's now Wednesday and the pain in my leg is finally decreasing. I can almost bend it all the way down. That means I may be skating again on Friday. I really hope so. I've got so much to accomplish and so little time to do it. Maybe I'll even get out and do some other productive things this weekend. That would be a plus too.
I'm still wondering why I started updating on this thing again. I think its the pure fact that I really don't have a significant someone to share my feelings with. So instead, I just come on here and vent. And for some reason, I just love to type. As you can see, this is getting really long and I've only been typing for maybe 4 minutes.
Well, I guess theres nothing else to write about. I'm having a good day so far and we'll see if that changes by 6 tonight.
Also, there is going to be a party at my place on March 5th. Were calling it the "Welcome to Spring" party. Just another excuse to drink and have a good time. Anyone can come. $5 a person for keg usage.
If you need anymore details just contact me on here or aim at Dav1d W00dland.
Remember that SN cause one day I'll be famous :) hah.
Have a good day everyone, and I'll try to do the same.
I've been told a lot lately that I always start trying to explain my feelings and just stop. I then confuse the person being told and myself as well. I'm going to try harder to get my thoughts across and not worry about what people think. If someone was a real friend, they would accept my views and move on, not question my beliefs or my ability to do something. Because I just can't be having all these feelings stuck inside of me all the time. I know people don't really care what I'm up to and what not, but still...
Moving on. It's now Wednesday and the pain in my leg is finally decreasing. I can almost bend it all the way down. That means I may be skating again on Friday. I really hope so. I've got so much to accomplish and so little time to do it. Maybe I'll even get out and do some other productive things this weekend. That would be a plus too.
I'm still wondering why I started updating on this thing again. I think its the pure fact that I really don't have a significant someone to share my feelings with. So instead, I just come on here and vent. And for some reason, I just love to type. As you can see, this is getting really long and I've only been typing for maybe 4 minutes.
Well, I guess theres nothing else to write about. I'm having a good day so far and we'll see if that changes by 6 tonight.
Also, there is going to be a party at my place on March 5th. Were calling it the "Welcome to Spring" party. Just another excuse to drink and have a good time. Anyone can come. $5 a person for keg usage.
If you need anymore details just contact me on here or aim at Dav1d W00dland.
Remember that SN cause one day I'll be famous :) hah.
Have a good day everyone, and I'll try to do the same.