it's been a while.....
i've sort of lost interest in blogging. i think it has to do with me being so confused right now. i never feel like talking when things are actually going on in my life. i guess i could update to.....
the biggest change in my life right now would have to be shawn. i still sort of wonder how things got to where they are right now....but i'm trying not to question something so good. he's a completely differnt person. he went to florida for about ten days.....during that time, i did a lot of thinking and decided that enough was enough, and i wasnt going to wait around any longer for him. i was done committing to someone who wouldnt commit to me.....low and behold....he was thinking the exact opposite. he's actually told me he is in love with me....not just that he loves me....but IN LOVE with me. it's still taking a lot to trust him....but i'm making my descisions based on his actions, not his words....and he has changed so much. i cant help but fall in love with him all over again.
my parents have been in tennessee since wednesday and shawn has been staying with me. it's been great. we're having so much fun...we really need to get a place together lol.
i got another job at pepperidge farm in the outlets.i'll be starting tuesday or wednesday. applebee's is getting on my last nerve.but i always say that. lol.i'll still be working there tho.actually i have to be there in 45 minutes....on easter!yea it sucks. i'll come home to shawn tonite tho :)
there's not much else i feel like talking about.....i could share some problems....but im hoping they'll just work out and ill forget about them.
the biggest change in my life right now would have to be shawn. i still sort of wonder how things got to where they are right now....but i'm trying not to question something so good. he's a completely differnt person. he went to florida for about ten days.....during that time, i did a lot of thinking and decided that enough was enough, and i wasnt going to wait around any longer for him. i was done committing to someone who wouldnt commit to me.....low and behold....he was thinking the exact opposite. he's actually told me he is in love with me....not just that he loves me....but IN LOVE with me. it's still taking a lot to trust him....but i'm making my descisions based on his actions, not his words....and he has changed so much. i cant help but fall in love with him all over again.
my parents have been in tennessee since wednesday and shawn has been staying with me. it's been great. we're having so much fun...we really need to get a place together lol.
i got another job at pepperidge farm in the outlets.i'll be starting tuesday or wednesday. applebee's is getting on my last nerve.but i always say that. lol.i'll still be working there tho.actually i have to be there in 45 minutes....on easter!yea it sucks. i'll come home to shawn tonite tho :)
there's not much else i feel like talking about.....i could share some problems....but im hoping they'll just work out and ill forget about them.